Dexydoodle
Well-Known Member
Lost my girl 2 weeks and 5 days ago. Her arthritis had spread from her hocks to nearside foreleg and she didn't respond to any treatment. She was the sort that would have been a struggle to retire even if she was sound as it was a constant battle to keep weight off her even in full work. So made the difficult decision to call it a day and there's no question it was the right thing to do but it didn't make it any easier. She went having been filled full of haylage and mints and carrots and all the other forbidden things. Stayed with her and kept it together until she was gone.
She was my first horse and im lost without her. Had to clear my stuff out the yard this week so was busy but this weekend was awful. Shes still the first thing in my head when i wake up and hear rain and wind and kept looking for her in the field when i was back at the yard. Ive just got home to the invoice from the lovely lady who dealt with her after the vet came and its really brought it home.
Not sure what im hoping to achieve as i know the only thing that'll make it better is time.
Did anyone find talking about plans/ hopes/them etc helped? I cant do it without crying so just not talking about her in real life at all but i guess that's not particularly a good long term plan
She was my first horse and im lost without her. Had to clear my stuff out the yard this week so was busy but this weekend was awful. Shes still the first thing in my head when i wake up and hear rain and wind and kept looking for her in the field when i was back at the yard. Ive just got home to the invoice from the lovely lady who dealt with her after the vet came and its really brought it home.
Not sure what im hoping to achieve as i know the only thing that'll make it better is time.
Did anyone find talking about plans/ hopes/them etc helped? I cant do it without crying so just not talking about her in real life at all but i guess that's not particularly a good long term plan