paperchase
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Hello
Im a serial lurker on here and have been for ages but never been brave enough to actually post. I need reassurance though that I am making the right decision with my horse.
I have owned him for 15 years he is now 20.
About 3 years ago he started becoming difficult to tack up before going lame.
Lots of veterinary investigation followed, and after alot of expense and time (thank god for insurance!) he was eventually diagnosed at Newmarket with kissing spines, arthritis of the facet joints of the spine and sacroiliac dysfunction. He also had arthritic changes in his hocks and issues with his suspensory ligaments.
Upon veterinary advice he was retired and put on one bute a day. This kept him relatively field sound for a while. However he has become down and miserable this year and visibly unsound in the field. Upon vets advice I played with the bute level and have found that he has more happy days than miserable days on 2 sachets of bute a day.
He also has severe sweet itch which is another factor. This year he has had the 'insol' vaccination which has provided him with some improvement, however he still has to wear his boett and mask 24/7 and has no mane and tail. He also has scabby bits on his withers, tail, ears and face from rubbing (although this is def an improvement on previous years where he has been covered in sores).
I have been thinking about having him PTS for about 6 months now- it breaks my heart to see my once rather lively and spirited gelding look so 'down in the dumps' and dull eyed on a fairly regular basis.
I'd finally come to terms with my decision in the last couple of weeks. It has been lovely seeing him slightly happier on 2 bute a day, but I know he cant be on that dosage forever, and I dont want to see him go downhill and get so miserable again. I decided to give him another month or so to say goodbye.
I told my non horsey husband that I had made my mind up, and he basically called me cruel, and said that if the horse isnt hobbling around on three legs then its too early to make the decision. We had an argument and it really upset me and made me doubt the decision.
So basically, would I be wrong in deciding to PTS? I feel really guilty about it already, would I regret PTS? I love this horse to pieces and dont want to do wrong by him :-(
Im a serial lurker on here and have been for ages but never been brave enough to actually post. I need reassurance though that I am making the right decision with my horse.
I have owned him for 15 years he is now 20.
About 3 years ago he started becoming difficult to tack up before going lame.
Lots of veterinary investigation followed, and after alot of expense and time (thank god for insurance!) he was eventually diagnosed at Newmarket with kissing spines, arthritis of the facet joints of the spine and sacroiliac dysfunction. He also had arthritic changes in his hocks and issues with his suspensory ligaments.
Upon veterinary advice he was retired and put on one bute a day. This kept him relatively field sound for a while. However he has become down and miserable this year and visibly unsound in the field. Upon vets advice I played with the bute level and have found that he has more happy days than miserable days on 2 sachets of bute a day.
He also has severe sweet itch which is another factor. This year he has had the 'insol' vaccination which has provided him with some improvement, however he still has to wear his boett and mask 24/7 and has no mane and tail. He also has scabby bits on his withers, tail, ears and face from rubbing (although this is def an improvement on previous years where he has been covered in sores).
I have been thinking about having him PTS for about 6 months now- it breaks my heart to see my once rather lively and spirited gelding look so 'down in the dumps' and dull eyed on a fairly regular basis.
I'd finally come to terms with my decision in the last couple of weeks. It has been lovely seeing him slightly happier on 2 bute a day, but I know he cant be on that dosage forever, and I dont want to see him go downhill and get so miserable again. I decided to give him another month or so to say goodbye.
I told my non horsey husband that I had made my mind up, and he basically called me cruel, and said that if the horse isnt hobbling around on three legs then its too early to make the decision. We had an argument and it really upset me and made me doubt the decision.
So basically, would I be wrong in deciding to PTS? I feel really guilty about it already, would I regret PTS? I love this horse to pieces and dont want to do wrong by him :-(