OMG I have a house!

Vizslak

Vizslak

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Well a cottage, for me and the dogs! At last!

I don't know whether it's relief or sudden delayed grief/guilt/shock for the horses but I'm sat here in floods of tears :( And I'm cross because I should be happy :o :rolleyes:
 
What a roller-coaster of emotions you have had to go through....

Must be very difficult for you at the moment...but that is fantastic news about the cottage.

I hope your life continues to improve.
 
MrsMozart is right, give yourself time,have a really good cry you have been through a lot just lately and you deserve better things coming your way. Many (((((((hugs)))))
 
Thanks guys. I think its relief mainly, my animals mean the world to me and now I know 100% I don't face being forced to rehome the dogs and I don't have to move young lad from his current yard and we are all safe and together I just want to cry buckets. Also I think I wanted to come home and tell the horses the news....which I know sounds silly, and as I drove over the hill and realised they werent there to tell I suddenly felt a huge sense of loss. Possibly the thought of being away from here and where they last were as well, I still feel close to them here and am scared I wont feel like that when I move. It's all a bit silly I suppose but emotions of grief and loss are all a bit silly if you over analyse them. I still have a long way to go but I really do feel the hardest part is finally over now.
 
Aww, really pleased that you have a lovely cottage. Go with the feelings, as finkle say's, it's a roller coaster of emotions :)
Hugs :)
 
You can still tell them. I have conversations with Haddy all the time, It makes me feel better somehow, as if he is still around. Nothing is silly if it makes you feel better. Hugs and congrats on the new abode. Jx
 
Thats good news. You deserve for your life to start improving after all you've been through lately. Hope this is a sign things are on the up. As others have said don't worry about crying you have been through so much just let it all out.
((((hugs)))) to you.
 
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