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where you actually begin to realise that your dreams might be possible 
I've been struggling for 3 or 4 months with Jensen's canter, he was amazingly crooked when I got him and it is going to take a lot of work to sort him out (with an awful lot of help from my trainer....) I was genuinely beginning to think there was some major problem which meant he COULDN'T do it rather than wouldn't (he tries very hard bless him), and being me I was beating myself up big time because I wasn't good enough to get him to do it properly.
Tonight we did one simple 20m circle in left canter, in a relaxed un-stressed and relatively (for him) good outline - it is ridiculous, it is over-emotional, it is totally stupid but I genuinely thought we would never get there - it means so much to me
I know it won't be all plain sailing, I know I am over-reacting, but I am so flipping happy tonight
I've been struggling for 3 or 4 months with Jensen's canter, he was amazingly crooked when I got him and it is going to take a lot of work to sort him out (with an awful lot of help from my trainer....) I was genuinely beginning to think there was some major problem which meant he COULDN'T do it rather than wouldn't (he tries very hard bless him), and being me I was beating myself up big time because I wasn't good enough to get him to do it properly.
Tonight we did one simple 20m circle in left canter, in a relaxed un-stressed and relatively (for him) good outline - it is ridiculous, it is over-emotional, it is totally stupid but I genuinely thought we would never get there - it means so much to me
I know it won't be all plain sailing, I know I am over-reacting, but I am so flipping happy tonight