one year

[Emilieu]

A year ago today the sun was splitting the sky and my friend and I took the horses for a hack. I had no sense of the awfulness to come, no idea that I'd never bring my lovely boy home again as we set out. A year since I brushed him, a year since I tacked him up, a year since I laughed at him jumping and frisking about with excitement. A year since I had to kiss him goodbye for the last time. I thought I'd never find the strength to walk away from his body and I wouldnt have without my YO. Now she is gone too. I hope they have sunshine and daffodils where they are.
Miss you and think of you every day my Milieu xx

 

[BlackVelvet]

So sorry for your loss,

Lovely photo, thinking of you today x

 

[cblover]

I feel your pain. The same happened to me 8 years ago and the utter devastation that I saw and experienced that day will live with me forever. I will never be the same again....I now hate flying (god knows what that's about), can't be a passenger in a car and can no where near go as fast on a horse anymore. I can hack alone again thanks to my wonderful cob but speed freaks me out. Take it easy, early days. D

 

[Emilieu]

Cb I'm the same with speed and can't ride on grass will get there one day I hope.
Thanks bv, it was the last picture I ever took of him x

 

[cblover]

You will and it does get easier. I thought I was ok till about two years down the line and a cloud started to lift....that's when I realised I hadn't been ok. You will get past it but it takes time. X

 

[mightymammoth]

how terribly sad, I don't know what else to say x

 

[weesophz]

xxxxxx

 

[Roasted Chestnuts]

Oh dear how sad I don't know your story but big hugs xxxx

 

[Caol Ila]

*big hugs*

 

[ozpoz]

I am so sorry - I hope it helps to have written this Emilieu.
xx

 

[casinosolo]

How very very sad I can't begin to comprehend how you feel but just wanted to send hugs xxx

 

[Adopter]

Just wanted to send hugs and thoughts.

 

[Night-Mare]

Oh dear how awful for you. That must be hard to bear at times, * squeezes*

 

[Emilieu]

Thank you x it did help to write it down xx

 

[unbalanced]

So sorry. Thinking of you x

 

[FlaxenPony05]

What a beautiful pic, so sorry for your loss xxx