Tiddlypom
Carries on creakily
I'll echo those who don't think that getting a youngster is a great idea for you. Your confidence is currently low. You were brave enough to post some stills a few weeks ago of one of the times you came off your current horse, when he did a 'spook and spin'. You need to be able to sit that sort of manoeuvre if you have a youngster, not least because if you do get unseated it can frighten a baby badly.
A 'been there, done that' ned to to get your confidence back and to have fun on would seem to be a better option.
A 'been there, done that' ned to to get your confidence back and to have fun on would seem to be a better option.