I missed the original post when this happened but have seen the odd one since and i cannot begin to imagine what you are going through. So very sorry to hear this latest bad news, i was hoping there would be light at the end of the tunnel for you. I hope the idiot who did this is paying for it, i hope they realise what they have done to you.
They are both pain free and probably playing and hooning up there now. Massive hugs to you x