Rest In Peace My Darling

Tia

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Oh dear, what a sad day yesterday was.

My lovely old girl had not been feeling too great over the weekend so I took her to the vets yesterday morning. I was expecting the worse but hoping for the best. Well the best was not to be sadly.

Surgery was the only option and this would have saved Poppy if she managed to pull through the anaesthetic. She was not well enough to have the surgery yesterday and the choice was to either leave her overnight for them to try to stabilise her with the hope that today she might have felt strong enough to put under anaesthetic, although this was not guaranteed. I was also told that after her surgery she would probably have to stay in the hospital for up to a week because of her age and possible complications arising. Woah, what a decision to have to make.....and I admit I found it incredibly difficult, but eventually I decided that the risk of her dying on the operating table was too great. She would have been in a strange place with strangers all around her and this was not the end I wanted for my beautiful girl. She may have survived and we may have had her for another year or two - but I just kept coming back to "why?" Why would I put my darling girl through this, for what? She had a wonderful life, she always always knew she was totally and completely loved so there was nothing more for me to give her, except a dignified end. God it was hard though.
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Anyway I took her home and the vet said she would come out to put Poppy to sleep at home on our farm, surrounded by her family and her doting Daisy-dog. I felt it was very important for Daisy to know what had happened to Poppy and where she had gone, and I now know that this was the right thing to do.

To look at Poppy yesterday, no-one but us would have thought there was anything wrong with her. She looked bright and alert and in good health, but she wasn't.

I got Poppy as a 6 week old pup, 14 years ago. She chose me and our journey together began. What a delightful puppy she was. She was so smart, so beautiful, so loyal; right from Day 1.

Poppy dealt perfectly with all of the changes throughout her long life. Nothing was ever a problem to her and she just settled into whatever was asked of her.

Here is Poppy and Lily back in the UK, the morning they were flown out to Canada with us.

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And here they are the following morning at our farm in Canada.

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2 and a half years later brings me the saddest day of my whole life. Poppy's last day with us after 14 fabulous years. We took a few photos of her just before the vet arrived.

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Sadly missed but not forgotten; my darling was put to sleep under our lovely maple tree and she now lies at rest right in front of our house. Every morning on wakening she will be the first thing I see, she will always be with me and she will always be a part of this farm. Let her soul live on. Rest comfortably my darling.

Poppy xx. RIP 26.02.93 - 16.07.07

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I am sat in tears having read that - but it was also such a lovely thing to read. Poppy is so lucky that she had you. If only all dogs could have the dignified end that she did.

She looks fantastic in those pictures - at least you were all able to say goodbye.

Huge hugs to you xx
 
Oh Tia what a beautiful but so sad post. Poppy was so lucky to have been in your family for those 14 years. It is coming up to 12 months since I lost my beloved GSD Chaka. Like you I can see her grave when I look out of the kitchen window. You did absolulely the right thing for her, though what a tough decision. As the pain eases you will treasure those lovely photos. I have recently compiled a lot of photos of Chaka and put them in a big frame which is hanging in the hall. It took a while but I can now look at the photos and remember all the good times my children and I had with her. My son had never known life without her, which will be the same for Megan I guess. It makes it even harder seeing your children grieve. Sending you loads of hugs. I feel for you. x (())
 
Tia

I have to walk away from my pc twice while reading this, I can't see the screen for tears.

All my thoughts are with you, you have been brave and unselfish by not letting her suffer. Cherish the memories, as you say she will live on in the farm.

RIP Poppy
 
Hello Tia

I am so sorry for your loss- you have been very brave.

she is a doggy angel now xx

High up in the courts of heaven today
a little dog angel waits;
with the other angels she will not play,
but she sits alone at the gates.
"For I know my master will come" says she,
"and when she comes she will call for me."

The other angels pass her by
As they hurry toward the throne,
And she watches them with a wistful eye
as she sits at the gates alone.
"But I know if I just wait patiently
that someday my master will call for me."

And her master, down on earth below,
as she sits in her easy chair,
forgets sometimes, and whispers low
to the dog who is not there.
And the little dog angel cocks her ears
and dreams that her master's voice she hears.

And when at last her master waits
outside in the dark and cold,
for the hand of death to open the door,
that leads to those courts of gold,
she will hear a sound through the gathering dark,
a little dog angel's bark.

Noah M. Holland
(pet loss)
 
sorry !!!

It made me happy to think my little scuffy is now a doggie angel but then I always thought she was nothing less.

To all our little doggie angels RIP xx
 
Dear Tia,
That is such an incredibly moving post, I also had to move away from the PC as my eyes filled up with tears. What a wonderful life Poppy shared with you and your family, you must all be brimming with all the memories. She was surrounded by love and dignity to the last Tia, may she now rest in peace xxx

No one who is remembered is ever truly gone ... Poppy will live on in your hearts
 
She looked happy at the end. I'm glad she was able to enjoy her last moments in the comfort of her home. RIP beautiful girl.
 
Oh Tia
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My heart goes out to you and how much she meant to you is clearly conveyed in that post
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I lost one myself a month ago and shes left a shatteringly large hole
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Sleep well Poppy - you were clearly loved and wont be forgotten.
 
The second I saw the pain in your eyes that made me cry! It must of been so hard on you. Hugs and rest in peace.
Jodie
 
Oh Tia I am so so sorry, it brings it all back for me when I lost my beautiful boy last year. Big Hugs.

My boy was having a bad day so we took him to the vets to be PTS - the whole family came but vet said he was ok for another week or two (he stole cake earlier in the day so appetite was good!)

We took him home and he lay next to fire in his favourite spot, I sat with him whilst everyone else ate dinner and he died in my arms. He chose his moment I guess.

Anyway, it is a horrible thing and makes you not want to have animals but think of the good times- its the only thing that got me through Chester xxxxxx
 
Tia... HUGE hugs... what a VERY brave decision.... and IMO the right one... (not that it was an easy one I can tell)

I had a lump in my throat and was determined not to cry.. but I saw this pic and it finished me..
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RIP Poppy. xxx
 
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Thank you all for your lovely thoughts and kind words about Poppy. She was very very special to me and I miss her terribly. You'd have liked her. Everyone who met her, liked her. She was just one of those lovely old dogs.

I have one more post to make but then I can't come on here right now. I'll come back when I feel ready, but right now I don't. Writing this thread and posting the photos has helped me as much as all your caring posts have helped; but only time will help heal the raw wound I have been left with. Life goes on and yes I am getting on with because I know my Poppy is with me. I need to be with her right now.

Thank you all.

Tia x
 
aw Tia after reading your beautiful but very sad post it made me cry too
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You made a very brave decision for you to have Poppy pts. I think it is so much harder when a pet does not show any real obvious signs of pain or discomfort. My past experiences with having pets pts is that on the chosen day they tend to look their best. You look at them and think am I making the right choice, surely they will get better and so on. It is so damned hard to let go
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It was both heartbreaking and heartwarming to read that she eventually went to sleep at home surrounded by those that loved her. A very. very kind decision and one which had her welfare at heart above anything else.
I agree about being with them at the end and in the company of those that they know as it is far less traumatic for them.
Sadly all of my pets have been pts at the vets ( even one on the operating table and she looked fine going to the vets that morning).
I find the whole experience traumatic but at the same time have the pets best interest at heart.
What you did for Poppy is the ultimate last act of love for your dog. I hope she is looking down upon you and thanking you in her own little way.
I hope in time you can move on but for now take time to compose your thoughts and emotions about what appeared to me a dog that will remain in your heart forever.
RIP Poppy
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my sincerest condolences
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So sorry to hear that Tia, what a beautiful girl she was, and what a wonderful life she had - right until the end when you made the ultimate decision for her well-being.

We lost our old boy a couple of years ago now and, at times, the pain is still raw. He is buried in the field just outside the house and I spend a quite moment with him regularly.

Take time Tia. RIP Poppy.
 
Tia, what you did is the ultimate for your darling girl. Cherish the memories and take warmth from the fact you gave Poppy 14 glorious years of love, as she did to you.

She will be forever in your heart..............RIP Poppy..........the best friend anyone could have wished for.

This tribute make me cry, not only through your own love of Poppy, but also for the love of my own dog.............and I only hope that like you when the time comes I can be there for her as well.

xxx
 
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