DancingJester
Well-Known Member
I want to be a work rider (as in I've never wanted something so much in my life) I love the sport so much, there are still some things i hate about it like the greed and horses getting hurt, but i really believe most people are in it for the love, and that's just part of and equine sport. i dont care about money and long hours, i just want to ride so much.
I know its dangerous (in fact the person who made me make the decision to do it as a career was and is a jockey, but was at the time injured from a broken back) i did eventing and i have never been scared, even if i worry, it goes the second i get on the horse, fear was never a factor even after; dislocated knees, broken wrists, concussion, torn muscles, ligaments and more.
Yesterday i was doing nothing so watched the film Ruffian (biggest mistake of my life) i mean if anyone doesn't know what this is, look up the horse or the film clip on youtube. it freaked me out,, i cant get it out of my head. I would never think of not doing this as a career, i just need to get past this, I've heard of bad things happening but once you have seen it happen (on film or not) its different. I'm suddenly terrified I'll be riding a horse ans something like this will happen, how can i stop thinking about it. Not just racehorses as well, i event a bit and hunt and now all i can think about is that horses leg. How do i get over it, i know nothing has actually changed, but i just want to stop torturing myself.
How likely is this to happen in racing, i know horses are likely to get injured in a fall, but i didn't realize it was possible for them to jut brake down like that for no reason. have changes been made (in england at leased) to stop this happening.
I know its dangerous (in fact the person who made me make the decision to do it as a career was and is a jockey, but was at the time injured from a broken back) i did eventing and i have never been scared, even if i worry, it goes the second i get on the horse, fear was never a factor even after; dislocated knees, broken wrists, concussion, torn muscles, ligaments and more.
Yesterday i was doing nothing so watched the film Ruffian (biggest mistake of my life) i mean if anyone doesn't know what this is, look up the horse or the film clip on youtube. it freaked me out,, i cant get it out of my head. I would never think of not doing this as a career, i just need to get past this, I've heard of bad things happening but once you have seen it happen (on film or not) its different. I'm suddenly terrified I'll be riding a horse ans something like this will happen, how can i stop thinking about it. Not just racehorses as well, i event a bit and hunt and now all i can think about is that horses leg. How do i get over it, i know nothing has actually changed, but i just want to stop torturing myself.
How likely is this to happen in racing, i know horses are likely to get injured in a fall, but i didn't realize it was possible for them to jut brake down like that for no reason. have changes been made (in england at leased) to stop this happening.
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