nikCscott
Well-Known Member
Monday: Dropped my daughters with a great friend super early so she could take them to school whilst I went on for a 8.30 start on day one of my trailer course. All went well bar a slightly heavy right foot
Left feeling full of confidence. Straight back to yard for Z to be vetting for sale, he failed do to a completely erratic heartbeat and atrial fribullation (sp?)
the shock was huge, guilt the same, as I've been pushing him hard and he's super fit. The moment they said it he was no longer for sale he needs me to know him best. Days overall result 



Tuesday: Tried to put Z to the back of my mind but was cacking myself about test. Especially as the town i was doing it in was about to hold a fair and all the roads were shut forcing all traffic on to the other roads, road narrowing cones everywhere and random mobile mini round abouts everywhere!
Hitch was fine, reverse is my most confident bit and although doing the worst one i'd done in 2 days it was still good and no need for a shunt
. Went for my drive and negotiated all the extra hazards mentioned above and got back to yard- I felt sick, but passed with no minors at all!!! So thrilled I can now be a more independant with out relying on Mum coming too or lifts from friends etc. Days overall result 



Wednesday Thursday: despite reassurance from the visiting vet I still felt scared to ride Z so called my own vet...
Friday: Vet came and it seems i was right to be caucious/worried his heart beat has no rhythm at all even at rest. Recommended not to ride and we are referring to a Cardio specialist this week for tests. Days overall result



Now in hind sight I can remember times when this may have effected him in ridden work and am really worried. He's only 8 dutch WB relatively high maintenance and is not of the mindset to retire to a lazy life. I'm trying to stay positive and await what they say at Horspital - but I have this awful gut feeling...


HHO fibes please for what is set to be another tough week...
Although with be taking kids and ponies to a show solo on Saturday- just because i can
Thank you- realise I'm asking nothing but trying to come across calm at home and needed to get it out
Tuesday: Tried to put Z to the back of my mind but was cacking myself about test. Especially as the town i was doing it in was about to hold a fair and all the roads were shut forcing all traffic on to the other roads, road narrowing cones everywhere and random mobile mini round abouts everywhere!
Wednesday Thursday: despite reassurance from the visiting vet I still felt scared to ride Z so called my own vet...
Friday: Vet came and it seems i was right to be caucious/worried his heart beat has no rhythm at all even at rest. Recommended not to ride and we are referring to a Cardio specialist this week for tests. Days overall result
Now in hind sight I can remember times when this may have effected him in ridden work and am really worried. He's only 8 dutch WB relatively high maintenance and is not of the mindset to retire to a lazy life. I'm trying to stay positive and await what they say at Horspital - but I have this awful gut feeling...
HHO fibes please for what is set to be another tough week...
Although with be taking kids and ponies to a show solo on Saturday- just because i can
Thank you- realise I'm asking nothing but trying to come across calm at home and needed to get it out