Sad day

What to say.......be strong, she knows you love her and you know the help and advice you through her have been able to give and benefit so many.

Part of her will live on her in her son and certainly in your heart and all those she has touched :)

Celebrate the great life you had together now. She will be going to a a better place and be free. You fought so hard and well for her and she knows it.
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Leviathan said:
And so my final weekend begins. Could I feel any worst??? NO!! my heart is aching.

got to think what to put on her casket.:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
The way I feel now I can see how suicide victims feel. (no joke)
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My heart really goes out to you Leviathan, your pain and sadness is evident to see to all.

With all the sadness you feel now, this clearly shows the amount of love and care you have lavished on this very lucky horse, the next stage is another way of putting her first.

Be strong x
 
Had Penny Hooper sports masseuse came this morning she was upset too, got to know Diamond over the last year and a half.

She said she wasn't giving much enjoyment back was very tight across her chest. And across her back and loins she said if she was the kind sweet horse she is she would have kicked out due to the tension and pain.

Really reassuring having kind sweet people on here who come together at the time of someones sadness, we all go through this in time, but in the last 4 months I lost 2 horses and my little cat.

This is really a draining stressy time. Thankyou all for your kind words, vets coming at 10.30 her taxi at 11.am monday :(:(:(
 
Well you know how much pain she is in through holding herself to compensate for her foot. You know it is the right thing to let her go. So sorry for you. But for her, it will be a release.
 
Haven't posted up til now but have been watching this thread.
So sorry for what you and your girl are going through, and will be thinking of you tomorrow. :(
 
thank you all . I am going to fall apart I know. She looking at me through window now I feel gutted I cannot do more to help her . She is my brave brave brave girl :(:(:(:(:(:(
 
Hope all goes well today and your mare goes over Rainbow Bridge in peace with a mouthful of 'forbidden' food! Stay strong, have a good cry and hopefully in time you can smile at your memories.

Will be thinking of you xx
 
Thinking of you too Leviathan, remember that you are doing the best thing for her, it is the greatest gift we can give them when they are in pain and as much as we love them we have to let them go for their sakes.

I am sure that you have been blessed to have had her in your life and she will leave you with some lovely memories.
 
I hope it went as easily and peacefully as it could have done Levithan. You have done the kindest thing for your mare and taken her suffering on yourself. So many people are thinking of you this morning. xxx
 
unbalanced said:
I hope it went as easily and peacefully as it could have done Levithan. You have done the kindest thing for your mare and taken her suffering on yourself. So many people are thinking of you this morning. xxx
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Same here. Thinking of you, and I hope that her passing was peaceful.
Take care of yourself xx
 
I didnt want to read and run...especially as your posts are so heartbreaking, the pain you feel is so obvious. All I can say is I hope you can talk when you are ready and remember you have done the last and most important act of pure love for your beautiful horse and for that you should feel very proud. I hope I can be as strong when the time comes with my 3.
 
I hope you are alright. Reading through your posts, I can understand how you feel - I could not imagine life without my boy but your time is not yet sweetie. Let her go and find her way over rainbow bridge, she will find the best yard and the best friends up there and watch over you. You might not be allowed more animals yet, but who knows what or who is around the next corner who might need your help :) Stay strong. D was a lucky girl to have such a loving mummy.
Big hugs and please dont do anything silly xx
 
Thankyou all


she went peacefully we let her son come in for a little then he went out of the school while she went down and went, we then brought him back in to see her, he sniffed her all over. I stayed with her her head in my arms till driver ready to load her in her taxi. I kissed her pink snip which i called her kissing snip . I covered her in lipstick kisses and cut some of my red hair and tied it to her mane. She has a little bit of me.

Last night i tied a jumper of mine round her and rubber it all over her when i took it off. She was so tight and discomfort she pulled a face which is not her to say mum no more please I am in pain please don't rub be no more. So I stopped folder the jumper up and brought it in the house. I received some cards and i made this one for her door. I could have laid down for hours hugging her but vet and driver said leave her now.

I can't tell you what it was like getting up turning my back on her and walking away, never setting eyes on her again.

:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:( Friend and sister and vet and hubby were great. But nothing can heal this hurt and pain. I get so attached to my animals.

One thing I forgot is to play smooth Operator my Sade which was her song and was called after . That really hurts how can I have been so forgetful.
 
Leviathan said:
Thankyou all


she went peacefully we let her son come in for a little then he went out of the school while she went down and went, we then brought him back in to see her, he sniffed her all over. I stayed with her her head in my arms till driver ready to load her in her taxi. I kissed her pink snip which i called her kissing snip . I covered her in lipstick kisses and cut some of my red hair and tied it to her mane. She has a little bit of me.

Last night i tied a jumper of mine round her and rubber it all over her when i took it off. She was so tight and discomfort she pulled a face which is not her to say mum no more please I am in pain please don't rub be no more. So I stopped folder the jumper up and brought it in the house. I received some cards and i made this one for her door. I could have laid down for hours hugging her but vet and driver said leave her now.

I can't tell you what it was like getting up turning my back on her and walking away, never setting eyes on her again.

:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:( Friend and sister and vet and hubby were great. But nothing can heal this hurt and pain. I get so attached to my animals.

One thing I forgot is to play smooth Operator my Sade which was her song and was called after . That really hurts how can I have been so forgetful.
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So pleased she went peacefully. She had obviously had enough. I am so sorry. RIP beautiful girl.
 
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