Michelle1109
Well-Known Member
I’ll try and keep this to the short version.
Old horse (22 ex gp) turned in to a dangerous hot mess, worked through it got worse got professional help didn’t help got worse started bolting like a killing machine
I fell off broken ribs damaged tendons muscles etc etc off for months (and that’s just me) horse was fine of course!!!
After some time we retired him and we are looking at our options for him .... due to our location (Middle East) it’s hard to kindly retire here as we have no grazing
Soooo after months of thinking discussing etc etc I tried a few new horses and got one she is a gem really she is... a little mare/y at times but that’s ok
All the time I was trying her it was great she was lovely and good for me to ride
I took her home and WOW! I have no confidence at all!!! I even started to shake when I rode her
For safety sake I’ve got some help and we are working her from the ground and my Friend also jumps on to keep her going
I keep having memories of all the bad stuff that happened with me and my old boy and I fear it’s going to happen again and that’s what the problem is
What the hell!!! What has happened to me?
I am not super experienced and will never be a super star rider and I dont want to be I just like to enjoy a ride and a few silly in house competitions.
But wow!!! This is awful
I’m stabled at very large pretentious yard where the atmosphere is electric everyday
When I go to smaller yards I fill up with confidence and ride anything!!! but at home i am a quivering mess
Help!!! Should I move yards should I get hypnosis Hahhaha!!!!
Please keep the comments positive. I am not Carl Hester and never will be
I am or was a happy horse owner who just enjoys for fun not for competing so please keep it in mind if you can offer any help ..... it’s me that needs help in the confidence department
TIA
Old horse (22 ex gp) turned in to a dangerous hot mess, worked through it got worse got professional help didn’t help got worse started bolting like a killing machine
I fell off broken ribs damaged tendons muscles etc etc off for months (and that’s just me) horse was fine of course!!!
After some time we retired him and we are looking at our options for him .... due to our location (Middle East) it’s hard to kindly retire here as we have no grazing
Soooo after months of thinking discussing etc etc I tried a few new horses and got one she is a gem really she is... a little mare/y at times but that’s ok
All the time I was trying her it was great she was lovely and good for me to ride
I took her home and WOW! I have no confidence at all!!! I even started to shake when I rode her
For safety sake I’ve got some help and we are working her from the ground and my Friend also jumps on to keep her going
I keep having memories of all the bad stuff that happened with me and my old boy and I fear it’s going to happen again and that’s what the problem is
What the hell!!! What has happened to me?
I am not super experienced and will never be a super star rider and I dont want to be I just like to enjoy a ride and a few silly in house competitions.
But wow!!! This is awful
I’m stabled at very large pretentious yard where the atmosphere is electric everyday
When I go to smaller yards I fill up with confidence and ride anything!!! but at home i am a quivering mess
Help!!! Should I move yards should I get hypnosis Hahhaha!!!!
Please keep the comments positive. I am not Carl Hester and never will be
I am or was a happy horse owner who just enjoys for fun not for competing so please keep it in mind if you can offer any help ..... it’s me that needs help in the confidence department
TIA