ebonyallen
Well-Known Member
Recieved a letter today to tell me that my renewal claim for DLA has been turned down as I am in there view not Disabled enough. For those of you who do not know me I have lost my leg above the knee, have Kidney failure, blind in one eye and have osteoparosis to name a few things wrong with me.
I often see threads of here regarding people having horses and on benifits and always feel very guilty as I am one of those, Ebony is my life and is the only reason that I get up every day and keep trying to life my so called life, she is my world and now the thought of not being able to have her is well, I will not even go there.
Every day I am mocked by people who judge me because of the way I walk or not as the case may be, Ebony just loves me for who I am, so now I have got to go in front of a panel of people and try and justify my disability, the thought of that scares me silly. I have worked all my life and always paid my own way and I hate having to life on hadouts from the state as dispite all I still have my pride, and now think whats is the bloody point of it all, I see other people who seem to get everything and when ever I need anything its always a fight, how can I not be Disabled enough. Pointless post really but just need to get it off my chest before I scream. Thanks for taking the time to read.
I often see threads of here regarding people having horses and on benifits and always feel very guilty as I am one of those, Ebony is my life and is the only reason that I get up every day and keep trying to life my so called life, she is my world and now the thought of not being able to have her is well, I will not even go there.
Every day I am mocked by people who judge me because of the way I walk or not as the case may be, Ebony just loves me for who I am, so now I have got to go in front of a panel of people and try and justify my disability, the thought of that scares me silly. I have worked all my life and always paid my own way and I hate having to life on hadouts from the state as dispite all I still have my pride, and now think whats is the bloody point of it all, I see other people who seem to get everything and when ever I need anything its always a fight, how can I not be Disabled enough. Pointless post really but just need to get it off my chest before I scream. Thanks for taking the time to read.