happyhacker20
Member
Hi,
Last week I lost my wonderful beloved mare to strangulated lipoma colic. She was my best friend and I'm absolutely distraught.
We rescued her 10 and a half years ago while we were living in Spain and then brought her back to the UK with us 18 months later. She was the sweetest, kindest and most loving mare.
She was a 24 year old 14.3hh Andalucian/Arab, and she had recently been diagnosed with Cushings, but was responding incredibly well to Pergolide and was looking the best that she had done in a couple of years. It had given her a new lease of life.
Just 2 days before she came down with colic, I took her out for a hack and she was absolutely fine. My friend, who is also an experienced rider, had a little go on her as well and she actually commented on how well she felt. She was always incredibly fit and healthy for her age, apart from the Cushings. She had never had a touch of colic before in the time that we have had her.
That was on the Friday evening, she was her usual happy self eating her dinner on the Saturday evening, but then she came down with colic sometime in the early hours of the Sunday morning.
As it was so completely sudden and very shocking, I am now trying to think up ways to blame myself. Was there anything I could have done to prevent this from happening? Could I have somehow caused this? We made the horrible decision to have her put to sleep, as she was in a lot of pain and the odds were not good for surgery due to her age. Was this the right decision?
It all just feels so wrong and unfair. Just as the medication had given her a new lease of life and she was such a happy horse, and then this happens.
I'd be extremely grateful if somebody could answer some of these questions and give me just a tiny bit of closure for my lovely girl.
Thanks in advance.
Last week I lost my wonderful beloved mare to strangulated lipoma colic. She was my best friend and I'm absolutely distraught.
We rescued her 10 and a half years ago while we were living in Spain and then brought her back to the UK with us 18 months later. She was the sweetest, kindest and most loving mare.
She was a 24 year old 14.3hh Andalucian/Arab, and she had recently been diagnosed with Cushings, but was responding incredibly well to Pergolide and was looking the best that she had done in a couple of years. It had given her a new lease of life.
Just 2 days before she came down with colic, I took her out for a hack and she was absolutely fine. My friend, who is also an experienced rider, had a little go on her as well and she actually commented on how well she felt. She was always incredibly fit and healthy for her age, apart from the Cushings. She had never had a touch of colic before in the time that we have had her.
That was on the Friday evening, she was her usual happy self eating her dinner on the Saturday evening, but then she came down with colic sometime in the early hours of the Sunday morning.
As it was so completely sudden and very shocking, I am now trying to think up ways to blame myself. Was there anything I could have done to prevent this from happening? Could I have somehow caused this? We made the horrible decision to have her put to sleep, as she was in a lot of pain and the odds were not good for surgery due to her age. Was this the right decision?
It all just feels so wrong and unfair. Just as the medication had given her a new lease of life and she was such a happy horse, and then this happens.
I'd be extremely grateful if somebody could answer some of these questions and give me just a tiny bit of closure for my lovely girl.
Thanks in advance.
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