Its ridiculous but I used to go to meetings get asked to sort contracts, follow standards, fill out timesheets logging every minute of my day jump through hoops and have ennual appraisals where I got basically demoralised for being me (impatient and stroppy with fools and timewasters) and never a thank you but plenty of money.
Now I dig peoples gardens and remove their weeds get praised,cups of tea made for me
, little presents
dont have much money but spend a lot of time smiling. Its a long time since I have been paid and thanked for doing something I like and who needs expensive holidays when you have a horse a man and a cat?
Right all, I'm off to bed! I've got 3 horses to look afer for the next 5 days both at different ends of the flippin' village, so I've no idea how I'm going to organise myself. I'll speak to you tomorrow!
Well it is better it just took me far too long to realise it was ok to be this happy. Its bonkers I know but it took a seriously long time to not feel guilty. Mine was a nice Life changing experience although I must admit I have had some pretty cr@p times!
I owe a lot to the boring bloke I live with really!