SilentEcho
Active Member
Hi all,
I know this isn't a 'competition post' per se but thought I might get better replies in here! Basically I am at a cross roads - with a bit more competition experience my mare could do a medium fairly soon. Problem is one, she is NOT an easy ride and two, I don't have transport and have competed twice since April. I am dependent on a friend for transport and she doesn't compete much. I just feel I have got so frustrated with the whole thing I can't see the wood for the trees, I had all these plans and small goals and I have realised as the year is ending I have achieved none of them nor am I likely to do in the foreseeable future. My own transport is at least a year away, which seems like an eternity now.
As of this morning my horse is on full livery with my instructor, I just can't face it any more. Any tips on how to get out of my rut, take the pressure off, have fun again? I feel miserable without my horse already!
Thanks.
I know this isn't a 'competition post' per se but thought I might get better replies in here! Basically I am at a cross roads - with a bit more competition experience my mare could do a medium fairly soon. Problem is one, she is NOT an easy ride and two, I don't have transport and have competed twice since April. I am dependent on a friend for transport and she doesn't compete much. I just feel I have got so frustrated with the whole thing I can't see the wood for the trees, I had all these plans and small goals and I have realised as the year is ending I have achieved none of them nor am I likely to do in the foreseeable future. My own transport is at least a year away, which seems like an eternity now.
As of this morning my horse is on full livery with my instructor, I just can't face it any more. Any tips on how to get out of my rut, take the pressure off, have fun again? I feel miserable without my horse already!
Thanks.