emfen1305
Well-Known Member
Sorry, another moany post from me but just feeling a bit rubbish and know that the lovely people of HHO send nice vibes which are much needed tonight and for the next few days. The vet is coming on Friday morning, it has been arranged for a week or so now but this week is hard. I am an emotional wreck at work, I cried over a spreadsheet yesterday and nobody dares speak to me in case it sets me off. I don't feel like talking to anyone at the yard and I don't even feel like being there. I am torn between spending as much time as I can with him and just trying to detach myself and just doing the basics, I don't know what to do. All of this is being exacerbated by the fact that I can't sleep so I am overtired and getting really irritable. I almost called the vet yesterday to cancel the whole thing because I just can't cope with feeling this constant pang of guilt in my stomach. Please someone tells me that it gets better