That was one of the most heartbreaking posts i have ever read, what come across so clearly was how much you loved your pony and how much he trusted you.
Unless you are a horse owner i don't think that people understand the total love you have for your horse, when they go it's like a part of you goes with them.
The best we can all do as horse owners is to make their life the best we can whilst they are with us and to make the decision to end their life with dignity and respect when the time comes.
Big big hugs to you and your family, and R.I.P Spooky, run free over Rainbow Bridge.
Oh my gosh, i have just read your story my internet can't get photos in work, I have just com home and looked at the phtos he is stunning and i am sobbing. big hugs and our thoughts are with you a massive whinney from my boy to Spooky what a dude xxx