Jaycee
Well-Known Member
Having had a really c**p few months during which I spilt up with partner and lost both of horses and my home and lost all my confidence with life in general I find that the tide has finally turned.
I don't think I will ever get over what I have lost but as they say life goes on, and indeed it is! I have started riding again all be it on friends horses but will never have my own again, too much heartache which is slowing rebuilding my confidence, I will be going into my second year of an HND in September - I am amazed that even with how much I missed during my first year that I have done well enough to continue - there are even glimmers of my perfect career on the horizon!
I occasionally have days when it starts to become a bit much and lonely but I just hold onto what I do have now and what the future holds and think to myself "do you know what lady you've come this far now just go for it!"
Pointless post really but just having a good day and wanted to share
I don't think I will ever get over what I have lost but as they say life goes on, and indeed it is! I have started riding again all be it on friends horses but will never have my own again, too much heartache which is slowing rebuilding my confidence, I will be going into my second year of an HND in September - I am amazed that even with how much I missed during my first year that I have done well enough to continue - there are even glimmers of my perfect career on the horizon!
I occasionally have days when it starts to become a bit much and lonely but I just hold onto what I do have now and what the future holds and think to myself "do you know what lady you've come this far now just go for it!"
Pointless post really but just having a good day and wanted to share
