It is heart breaking to make the choice, but you have done the right thing and she is now in the great paddock along with all the other loved ones munching away in perfect contentment.
You will never forget her but time helps the pain eventually.
It the best time you know to let go as hard as it feels - she will have had a lovely summer with her mates in the field. there is no point in putting her through another winter if she's feeling like this now. Be strong and my heart goes out to you x
So sorry to hear this and I know how you must feel...it's never a nice thing to have to do but we must do it as a last act of kindness, you are right they do tell you when they are ready!Will be thinking of you this afternoon.
So Sorry
Well done for being brave.
It is the hardest thing in the world for us to do, but the kindest thing we can do for our dear friends.
((hugs))
xxx