what have i done?

[jo1]

Sold Indy 3 weeks ago and went to the yard today as i forgot to sign the passport

. Anyway they are really pleased with her and i couldnt resist going to see her !!

OMG walked into the stable block talking away and she rushed to the stable door and whinnied like mad. Went into the stale with her and she placed her head on my chest, took a big sigh and shuddered and stood there - nearly burst into tears!!!!!!

talked to the new owners - they think shes fantastic, cant believe shes only 4 as she has bags of confidence - took her out hacking on her own, along the ringroad etc and not a problem at all. They said that she really tries for you and will do anything that you ask.

think ive made a huge mistake in selling her but they have done wonders for her. As i was leaving i told them that i want to get another one. She then said that if they get her going really well that i would want her back - so told her that if i get my confidence back up then i will buy her back!!!!!

Think whats really hurting the most is that if the yard had had spaces when i was moving her then i wouldnt have had to sell her as they would have done this work with me and wouldnt have let me lose my confidence. PLUS its half the price my old yard was!!!!!!!!

Not really looking for answers etc just wanted to tell someone that would understands LOL

 

[Spyda]

Oh poor you. How heart breaking. She must be very attached to you and have good memories of being with you. Something to keep in your heart. Many horses couldn't care less once they are sold, so you must be a great person.

Try to remember how you were feeling when you had her and were struggling with your confidence and feeling up set so much of the time. You took a long time making the decision to part with her, both for the good of her and yourself, and sometimes the best decisions are the hardest to make and to live with afterwards, but they are the best decisions in the long run.

How wonderful that she has found such a wonderful home and that they are happy to keep in touch and maybe still give you a chance of a future with her later on. You may have moved on by then, but it's wonderful that that opportunity is there for you right now. All is not lost.