aliceeventing131
Well-Known Member
i get quite offended by it actually, okay this is going to be a very long rant so if you get to the bottom and reply THANK YOU!!
okay, cut a long story short iv loved horses more than people (they dont bitch, they dont answer back etc etc) forever, i dont talk about them that much at school only when people ask, i have friends but iv always felt a bit withdrawn from them im constantly daydreaming and id rather be with my loan pony that at parties etc. i got my loan pony recently, shes 14 and lovely but iv had a bit of a blow having had her for a few months because her saddle does not fit her properly and unless she wears like 5 numnahs shes in pain as its digging into her shoulder on one side. her owner is getting it checked before university but im a show jumper and i really do not fit into the yard im at because noone jumps there, and i have to ask the whole yard if its okay to jump cos of there horses out in the fields etc, i had to leave the best riding school and a pony who i had a real bond with so its been really difficult for me
getting to the point iv just had a tough time with my loan pony, the yard is the complete opposite to what i would have liked (there were no other loans about and i know i couldnt stay in a riding school forever) and the pony is years older than i would have liked etc etc, but shes a sweetheart and weve got a bond blah blah, but 2 of my friends are just being so so so horrible about me liking horses (they arnt even that nice about anything else, always making little sarcastic comments about me) today iv got two wall posts on facebook one qouting a facebook group "that freak in your year obsessed with horses" and her saying that reminds me of you then some likes from her 'crew' who are horrible to me as well. she acts so evil to me in school, asking "oooh hows your little pony has she been made into dog food yet or sent to be meat slaughtered, well she should be" when she said that i had to try so hard to stop myself crying. so yeah her and her 'crew' saying things like that all day every day it just really upsets me though i try not to show it, luckily i have a few friends i really trust who comfort me
you get the idea, i know this isnt a personal help forum but just some words of advice and/or comfort would be nice cup of tea and biccies for getting this far
okay, cut a long story short iv loved horses more than people (they dont bitch, they dont answer back etc etc) forever, i dont talk about them that much at school only when people ask, i have friends but iv always felt a bit withdrawn from them im constantly daydreaming and id rather be with my loan pony that at parties etc. i got my loan pony recently, shes 14 and lovely but iv had a bit of a blow having had her for a few months because her saddle does not fit her properly and unless she wears like 5 numnahs shes in pain as its digging into her shoulder on one side. her owner is getting it checked before university but im a show jumper and i really do not fit into the yard im at because noone jumps there, and i have to ask the whole yard if its okay to jump cos of there horses out in the fields etc, i had to leave the best riding school and a pony who i had a real bond with so its been really difficult for me
getting to the point iv just had a tough time with my loan pony, the yard is the complete opposite to what i would have liked (there were no other loans about and i know i couldnt stay in a riding school forever) and the pony is years older than i would have liked etc etc, but shes a sweetheart and weve got a bond blah blah, but 2 of my friends are just being so so so horrible about me liking horses (they arnt even that nice about anything else, always making little sarcastic comments about me) today iv got two wall posts on facebook one qouting a facebook group "that freak in your year obsessed with horses" and her saying that reminds me of you then some likes from her 'crew' who are horrible to me as well. she acts so evil to me in school, asking "oooh hows your little pony has she been made into dog food yet or sent to be meat slaughtered, well she should be" when she said that i had to try so hard to stop myself crying. so yeah her and her 'crew' saying things like that all day every day it just really upsets me though i try not to show it, luckily i have a few friends i really trust who comfort me
you get the idea, i know this isnt a personal help forum but just some words of advice and/or comfort would be nice cup of tea and biccies for getting this far