With a heavy heart I have to let her go...(saying goodbye today)

I'm so sorry - RIP Bray sleep tight.

Hugs for you.
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Thanks for all your lovely words and thoughts everyone.....she went very peacefully after eating some cheese, chicken and chocolate bless her(strange combination) but it's waht she wanted.....I drove her up to the pet crem and said goodbye, funny how these things leave you feeling so drained and then lack of sleep last night from thinking of dealing with today, I slept all afternoon, which is pob not a bad thing, atleast you are not dwelling whilst sleeping.

Huge thanx.
 
I've just logged in at home so I can see the lovely pics now - she was beautiful wasnt she
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Hope you are OK, glad you managed to get some sleep at least, I am always here if you want/need a chat xx
 
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Thanks for all your lovely words and thoughts everyone.....she went very peacefully after eating some cheese, chicken and chocolate bless her(strange combination) but it's waht she wanted.....I drove her up to the pet crem and said goodbye, funny how these things leave you feeling so drained and then lack of sleep last night from thinking of dealing with today, I slept all afternoon, which is pob not a bad thing, atleast you are not dwelling whilst sleeping.

Huge thanx.

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I'm so glad she had a peaceful departure Cayla. I hope you get some sleep tonight - I'm sure we'll all be thinking of you.
 
I'm so sorry for your loss CAYLA.
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Massive hugs to you hun, I can't imagine how you must be feeling.

Goodnight beautiful girl. x
 
Sounds like she had a wonderfully dignified departure, she was a very lucky girl to have such a brilliant Mum for all these years. Loving her choice of last supper!
Glad you got some sleep, it is very draining and tiring at such times.
Another one thats here to vent at if you need!
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So sorry......it's at times like this I wish I wasn't an animal lover! All five of my dogs are young (age range two years to four and a half years) and I keep having people remind me that one day they'll all be old together..........I love them all so much, I can't think about it!
 
So sorry it's the hardest part, but at least we can do this for our dogs and allow them some dignity, she has been a very lucky dog to have lived a happy and long life.
 
Once again thankyou for your lovely messages and PM's, I know everyone knows whats it's like to be in this place, as I mentioned to OOTP it was somewhat peaceful to see her go and I never had to suffer the trauma and hystericalness I have in the past and she basically drifted off to sleep, esp so close to losing my horse in such a traumatic way.......I can't think things over and over and chew myself up because it was her time and I was powerless to stop the age process, and thats what took her from me in the end.
It saddens me more to see her pictures and see the young dog I remember so well...... I lost to be replaced by an weakened old body that I had to set free, I really do hope I did her justice in her life and I will miss her with all my heart.
I began to prepare her food today and she was gone and after 17 years of feeding her everyday it's obs going to take some getting used to
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Im keeping myself busy sorting through all the rehoming e.mails and browsing then im off for a late night walk with the pack and off to bed.

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I really do hope I did her justice in her life and I will miss her with all my heart.
Im keeping myself busy sorting through all the rehoming e.mails and browsing then im off for a late night walk with the pack and off to bed.

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And there at the end of your post is the answer to the question, apart from her misfortune as a puppy (so easily forgotten by her), she unlike so many of the dogs you see and help did not have to endure many years of neglect or torture at the hands of some ignorant pond scum. She lived a long and happy life wanting for nothing and living in her pack, what more would a dog ask?
 
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