pottamus
Well-Known Member
How can I stop myself from doing this? And calm down and relax a bit? And stop lying awake at night? ARGGGHHHH!
We have had a minor set back with my horses rcovery from laminitis...he is doing well, back out during the day on his field and being strip grazed, in at night etc. Lost loads of weight and is stable...but I am paranoid now and worry constantly about it coming back...AND THEN...
he was re-shod on Sunday pm with new heart bars in steel on front as apposed to aluminium ones and come Tuesday morning I could feel a slight pulse in the foot that had the rotation. Left him in for the day and phoned the vet for advise...now she swears blind this will be due to the shoeing and trimming and that it will be a blip...told me to carry on as normal but watch that nothing happens in the other feet and that it does not get worse.
So last night I could not find a thing in any foot pulse wise and this morning I could just about feel one again in his bad foot...nothing major and hard to find...but I occasionally felt it...so that was enough to set me off in a panic again and start worrying about the future and what will happen if.....why do I do it to myself...why can't I be calm and pragmatic????
Sorry...just a rant about myself really...I am sure I am not on my own!
We have had a minor set back with my horses rcovery from laminitis...he is doing well, back out during the day on his field and being strip grazed, in at night etc. Lost loads of weight and is stable...but I am paranoid now and worry constantly about it coming back...AND THEN...
he was re-shod on Sunday pm with new heart bars in steel on front as apposed to aluminium ones and come Tuesday morning I could feel a slight pulse in the foot that had the rotation. Left him in for the day and phoned the vet for advise...now she swears blind this will be due to the shoeing and trimming and that it will be a blip...told me to carry on as normal but watch that nothing happens in the other feet and that it does not get worse.
So last night I could not find a thing in any foot pulse wise and this morning I could just about feel one again in his bad foot...nothing major and hard to find...but I occasionally felt it...so that was enough to set me off in a panic again and start worrying about the future and what will happen if.....why do I do it to myself...why can't I be calm and pragmatic????
Sorry...just a rant about myself really...I am sure I am not on my own!