SadKen
Well-Known Member
Short version: my mare had an overexcited panniculus reflex (wither twitching) in Feb which stopped me riding. Treated for pain in sacroiliac triggering the twitch, then diagnosed with lami I May, found to have cushings, and believe she also has navicular. Shoes pulled. Box rested but stress through the roof so turned out on a small paddock then strip grazed and muzzled 24/7. Came sound in boots and pads, hacked for 2 months. Moved paddocks, onto rye which has caused footsoreness but no pulses. Now back onto a bigger field with meadow grass, footsoreness easing but not as confident striding out as she was previously. Rode in the school the other day and she was lame even in walk. Hacked and sound on the hard in boots and pads but reluctant to go forward without encouragement, hacked today and had to kick every stride to move at all.
I hate riding her like this. She isn't overweight, she's on prascend, I can't box rest, I can't feed hay in the field on livery. If I turn away at my yard she will be eating grass through her muzzle 24/7. She just doesn't seem to be improving consistently, and I'm worried that hacking will have to be weekends only when we have nights drawing in again. I'd hoped to have her sound enough to maintain muscle (very wasted following cushings diagnosis) mooching round the outside of the school during winter.
I don't really enjoy hacking, want to have lessons and improve and compete at novice dressage, say 60/70cm SJ, fun rides, clinics etc. At 13, I'm not sure she is capable of doing this long term even if I can get her sound. She has had 5k spent on hock arthritis fixes, and around 2k on this year's issues. There is no money left and no insurance as she was excluded for everything on last quote.
Options:
1 PTS. Don't want to do this as she is the kindest easiest mare to do when sound. Nothing can hack like her. She will go alone, isnt frightened of anything. Not a single difficult thing about her.
2 turn away on track livery. It's over an hour away, cost is substantially more than existing livery. Would lose my stable. If she came back unsound I would PTS.
If sound, I'm unsure if she would be able to cope with the normal sort of life most people (including my livery yard) would be able to provide; it's no good if she can only cope with track livery as we don't have any locally and although I love her I'm not paying a third of my income to keep her in luxury retirement an hour away for the next 20 years!
3 wait as it's only been 3 months. Suck up her lack of forwardness. Man up. Hope!
This is the 4th year out of 6 that we have lost the entire competing season due to soundness issues. No other good livery yards locally within a reasonable distance.
Am I shortening her working life by trying to keep her doing what I want to do? Should I find her a loan home at a lower level? Would any homes be prepared to boot and pad/manage the lami risk? This is all assuming she comes sound. I have said if not sound and happy hacking by new year's eve I will PTS as there has to be an end to this, for my own mental health!
Lots of questions. I really hate this process. It's massively stressful not knowing what to do for the best, whilst watching her uncomfortable and watching my bank account empty each month.
Thoughts welcome.
I hate riding her like this. She isn't overweight, she's on prascend, I can't box rest, I can't feed hay in the field on livery. If I turn away at my yard she will be eating grass through her muzzle 24/7. She just doesn't seem to be improving consistently, and I'm worried that hacking will have to be weekends only when we have nights drawing in again. I'd hoped to have her sound enough to maintain muscle (very wasted following cushings diagnosis) mooching round the outside of the school during winter.
I don't really enjoy hacking, want to have lessons and improve and compete at novice dressage, say 60/70cm SJ, fun rides, clinics etc. At 13, I'm not sure she is capable of doing this long term even if I can get her sound. She has had 5k spent on hock arthritis fixes, and around 2k on this year's issues. There is no money left and no insurance as she was excluded for everything on last quote.
Options:
1 PTS. Don't want to do this as she is the kindest easiest mare to do when sound. Nothing can hack like her. She will go alone, isnt frightened of anything. Not a single difficult thing about her.
2 turn away on track livery. It's over an hour away, cost is substantially more than existing livery. Would lose my stable. If she came back unsound I would PTS.
If sound, I'm unsure if she would be able to cope with the normal sort of life most people (including my livery yard) would be able to provide; it's no good if she can only cope with track livery as we don't have any locally and although I love her I'm not paying a third of my income to keep her in luxury retirement an hour away for the next 20 years!
3 wait as it's only been 3 months. Suck up her lack of forwardness. Man up. Hope!
This is the 4th year out of 6 that we have lost the entire competing season due to soundness issues. No other good livery yards locally within a reasonable distance.
Am I shortening her working life by trying to keep her doing what I want to do? Should I find her a loan home at a lower level? Would any homes be prepared to boot and pad/manage the lami risk? This is all assuming she comes sound. I have said if not sound and happy hacking by new year's eve I will PTS as there has to be an end to this, for my own mental health!
Lots of questions. I really hate this process. It's massively stressful not knowing what to do for the best, whilst watching her uncomfortable and watching my bank account empty each month.
Thoughts welcome.




