Good observation. He was alert but hopefully not in pain (although it’s only 9 months since he blew his tendon part). He has a very soft face with an easy floppy lip, whereas BBP has always had a tight pronounced chin and rarely lets it go floppy.2 looks tense about something - tight chin - not necessarily pain
I agree. I’m hoping it’s stress at his pair being away, as he’s such an emotional horse, and he will look better tonight. He was looking fantastic a couple of days ago and I was happy that we had at least a bit longer together. But if it’s pain rather than stress and it breaks through even two danilon then that’s different.8 and 9 aren’t giving me happy horse feelings. Sorry BBP, it’s so hard when they can’t talk.
He came over whilst I was lying on a jump block the other day and just lay down right at my feet and went to sleep. Honestly I can’t comprehend the thought of life without him.
10 days since I lost the horsey love of my life and the week in the run up to it we pumped him full of painkillers (vet said give him whatever because it doesn't matter). Paracetamol has a different action on pain sensors to Bute so might be worth speaking to your vet - some horses respond better to it than Bute.He came over whilst I was lying on a jump block the other day and just lay down right at my feet and went to sleep. Honestly I can’t comprehend the thought of life without him.
10 days since I lost the horsey love of my life and the week in the run up to it we pumped him full of painkillers (vet said give him whatever because it doesn't matter). Paracetamol has a different action on pain sensors to Bute so might be worth speaking to your vet - some horses respond better to it than Bute.
It was when he was as high as a kite that I really realised how much tension he'd been carrying in those few weeks where he went downhill.
I'm keeping everything crossed that this is just a blip. BBP is a special boy xxx
He has some, under the eye generally like a bit of a hollow, which does make it harder to tell (you can see it in photo 1 where he was on great form) so with him i look more at how open and bright his eyes are, if the eyelashes point down instead of out, and if he has a lot of wrinkles between his nostrils and mouth.Has he always had the eye wrinkles? I don't want to confuse things too much, but you know ours share breeding and she has had wrinkly eye brows ever since birth (not related to pain).
It’s so hard isn’t it. It’s like his soul and mine are tied together. It’s not something you can explain to someone who hasn’t felt that way.
My sister had this with her dog. She said when she was put down age 17, it was as though a shutter came down. Took her months to consider another dog.It’s like his soul and mine are tied together.
As much as it’s murdering my finances, I’m glad I bought the baby horse last year, I feel like I would lose all heart to be with horses if I had nothing waiting for me after BBP. Something in his advert photo told me he was the right one to help me keep going.My sister had this with her dog. She said when she was put down age 17, it was as though a shutter came down. Took her months to consider another dog.
I’m so sorry about your situation with your boy. I can’t imagine how you must feel.I have felt this way, with my Spanish horse. That is a real thing and I never imagined feeling anything like it.
I’m so sorry about your situation with your boy. I can’t imagine how you must feel.