Love and light coming to you. The others will be waiting for her at rainbow bridge. If I could take the pain away hunni, I would willingly. So very sorry.
So, so sorry AmyMay - she was an absolutely stunning girl and you should feel very proud to have had her in your life and to know that you always did the best for her.
Chin up, it will get easier in time but for now you'll just feel empty - best piece of advice I can give, however cheesey it sounds, is to remember all the wonderful times you've had together - they'll comfort you when you're really low.
R.I.P. AmyMay and big hugs to you hun xxx
Oh AmyMay I sympathise with you having been there myself - how lucky she was to have you as an owner. You will be facing a terrible time ahead but always cry when you want to and don't bother trying to be brave.
Its obvious from your posts how much she meant to you and it was an awful decision that you had to take. Choosing not to be with her isnt something you should feel guilty about. She would understand and you can remember her in the best way possible...
So so sorry. Please don't think of yourself as selfish for not being there - she would have picked up on your grief and may have become unsettled. You did the right thing for her and for you at the end of the day and you were very brave for doing so. Big hugs coming your way xx
Lots of love and hugs being sent your way. You have done your best by her and she couldn't have wanted to be with anyone else. RIP AmyMay go play with all the other HHO horses and ponies looking down on us.
you gave the best of everything all she will have known was love and best of all by making this brave decision, you enabled her to keep her dignity and the best possible quality to her life.
be proud of yourself and in time you will be able to think of all the wonderful things you shared.
Lots of hugs. xxx