AmiRobertson
Well-Known Member
Where you question whether or not you should have your horse.
I have had a proper I don't know what to do day. With dizzy back in box rest again a further revelation from new vet that she thinks she is even younger (3 and a half now) which puts her at late 2 when I bought her. she was broken and I believed from her passport she was 5. A possible problem with her pedal bones in her hind legs and the fact that today she wouldn't let me touch her anywhere past the neck without her trying to kill me (she is in season going to speak to vet about supplements that can help with this) I am feeling a little heart broken, guilty and out of my depth. I love this horse but this was supposed to be a fun hobby for me and it has been nothing but emotional turmoil and problems. Luckily I have a very supportive YO and we sat down and sorted a plan she offered to change my livery so that when dizzy has recovered from whatever it is we will hopefully discover on Thursday with X-rays I can turn her away properly for the rest of the year but still keep my stable for when I can bring her back into work. In the meantime she has offered me to ride one of her older horses and another girl on the yard has also offered me a share so I can focus on my riding with older and established horses so next year with help of my instructor I can bring on my horse.
I sat in her stable today and cried in pure frustration I never wanted a horse of this age and part of me knows I should of seen the warning signs. However I will never part with her because of the fear of where she could wind up so its sink or swim I hope I can do the best by her
I have had a proper I don't know what to do day. With dizzy back in box rest again a further revelation from new vet that she thinks she is even younger (3 and a half now) which puts her at late 2 when I bought her. she was broken and I believed from her passport she was 5. A possible problem with her pedal bones in her hind legs and the fact that today she wouldn't let me touch her anywhere past the neck without her trying to kill me (she is in season going to speak to vet about supplements that can help with this) I am feeling a little heart broken, guilty and out of my depth. I love this horse but this was supposed to be a fun hobby for me and it has been nothing but emotional turmoil and problems. Luckily I have a very supportive YO and we sat down and sorted a plan she offered to change my livery so that when dizzy has recovered from whatever it is we will hopefully discover on Thursday with X-rays I can turn her away properly for the rest of the year but still keep my stable for when I can bring her back into work. In the meantime she has offered me to ride one of her older horses and another girl on the yard has also offered me a share so I can focus on my riding with older and established horses so next year with help of my instructor I can bring on my horse.
I sat in her stable today and cried in pure frustration I never wanted a horse of this age and part of me knows I should of seen the warning signs. However I will never part with her because of the fear of where she could wind up so its sink or swim I hope I can do the best by her