atropa
Well-Known Member
I'm really struggling here at the minute and possibly not thinking clearly.
I've owned my horse for 19 months tomorrow. I bought her to do lesson, hacking, RC type stuff and low level eventing. When I first got her we had 8 great months of fun together.
11 months ago, she colicked and required 4 days in horsepital. When she came home, she went lame. She was diagnosed with laminitis due to the colic. She was boxrested for 4 months and has been since managed as laminitic-prone. In the middle of the box rest, she stress colicked in her stable. She came back into work eventually, and went lame again in September. It took several vets 6 months to work out that she has navicular and a strained suspensory. This diagnosis was less than 2 weeks ago. Today, she is colicking again and I'm sitting waiting for the vet to come out.
I'm sitting here waiting for the vet and considering asking for her just to be PTS instead of treated, feeling awful about feeling this way. She's 15 tomorrow, and I love her to death, but I get absolutely no joy anymore from horses after what we've been through. I feel sick with stress over her almost constantly.
I've owned my horse for 19 months tomorrow. I bought her to do lesson, hacking, RC type stuff and low level eventing. When I first got her we had 8 great months of fun together.
11 months ago, she colicked and required 4 days in horsepital. When she came home, she went lame. She was diagnosed with laminitis due to the colic. She was boxrested for 4 months and has been since managed as laminitic-prone. In the middle of the box rest, she stress colicked in her stable. She came back into work eventually, and went lame again in September. It took several vets 6 months to work out that she has navicular and a strained suspensory. This diagnosis was less than 2 weeks ago. Today, she is colicking again and I'm sitting waiting for the vet to come out.
I'm sitting here waiting for the vet and considering asking for her just to be PTS instead of treated, feeling awful about feeling this way. She's 15 tomorrow, and I love her to death, but I get absolutely no joy anymore from horses after what we've been through. I feel sick with stress over her almost constantly.