shelley8697
Well-Known Member
Well I'm still without a horse or any regular contact.... for those of you who know my story, things are really no better. I have now been in my new house for 6 months in a new town about 20 miles from my old town - I know it's not far..... but it seems to have left me without any horses friends as most of my old friends are very busy with there ponies.
I have been occasionally helping a friend who events. Which is great, but find myself upset as I should have been doing this with my horse/trailer/4x4, I was forced to sell. I also get updates from the lady who bought my horse via facebook :-( She's doing great, but to be honest was doing better with me.....
I have not sat on a horse since January and to be honest, despite having lots of horsey friends with more that one horse - on one has asked my to ride...... I don't understand why?
I feel so confused and low...... I spend all my spare time on the internet looking at horses to buy, reading forums etc... horses, horses and more horses.. I have started to save and hubby says I can have another one hopefully after Xmas..... but I seem to have lost my mojo for horses and feel at a real lost of what to do?
Has anyone been in the same situation???? I am worried about even thinking about buying another horse, just in case I would be making a mistake.... may be I don't really want one again and have finally managed to have a 'crappy' life without horses??? I only have my hubby and dogs....
I have been occasionally helping a friend who events. Which is great, but find myself upset as I should have been doing this with my horse/trailer/4x4, I was forced to sell. I also get updates from the lady who bought my horse via facebook :-( She's doing great, but to be honest was doing better with me.....
I have not sat on a horse since January and to be honest, despite having lots of horsey friends with more that one horse - on one has asked my to ride...... I don't understand why?
I feel so confused and low...... I spend all my spare time on the internet looking at horses to buy, reading forums etc... horses, horses and more horses.. I have started to save and hubby says I can have another one hopefully after Xmas..... but I seem to have lost my mojo for horses and feel at a real lost of what to do?
Has anyone been in the same situation???? I am worried about even thinking about buying another horse, just in case I would be making a mistake.... may be I don't really want one again and have finally managed to have a 'crappy' life without horses??? I only have my hubby and dogs....