Loopy_laura
Well-Known Member
sorry but i have got to get this off my chest.... i think its part of the process!
Ok where to start . who I have been with for four years, hasnt always treated me right, messed about behind my back, hit me, lied about everything, but I have been forgiving (thats forgiving not totally stupid!!)
Well I have now found out that for the first two years we were together he was still with his x whom he has a child with, they where still together but living in separate houses while they worked things out. Perfect opportunity to have me thinking he was my bf but really all along I was just a bit on the side! Anyway he choose me ..
I being forgiving get over that and we move on with our relationship, things go well for a little while and I end up pregnant causing my life once again to be thrown upside down. (not going to even go there!)
Once again I can try to forget however I will never forgive. And then we move house and after a little while he beats me up blacks my eye and breaks 2 ribs, even I am starting to wonder what the F**K am I doing going back but am willing to try once more, little things pop up but pass and nothing major happens for quite some time then I find out he is cheating on me for like the 100th time and I dont even care Im bothered but only because he is lying about it and I know he has done it
Its like it dont even matter to me anymore, I dont care what or who he does and I just want to be away from him and here!
and to really twist the knife my horse has got mud fever!!!
Ok where to start . who I have been with for four years, hasnt always treated me right, messed about behind my back, hit me, lied about everything, but I have been forgiving (thats forgiving not totally stupid!!)
Well I have now found out that for the first two years we were together he was still with his x whom he has a child with, they where still together but living in separate houses while they worked things out. Perfect opportunity to have me thinking he was my bf but really all along I was just a bit on the side! Anyway he choose me ..
I being forgiving get over that and we move on with our relationship, things go well for a little while and I end up pregnant causing my life once again to be thrown upside down. (not going to even go there!)
Once again I can try to forget however I will never forgive. And then we move house and after a little while he beats me up blacks my eye and breaks 2 ribs, even I am starting to wonder what the F**K am I doing going back but am willing to try once more, little things pop up but pass and nothing major happens for quite some time then I find out he is cheating on me for like the 100th time and I dont even care Im bothered but only because he is lying about it and I know he has done it
Its like it dont even matter to me anymore, I dont care what or who he does and I just want to be away from him and here!
and to really twist the knife my horse has got mud fever!!!