Devastated

[AutumnDays]

A few hours ago, I had to say goodbye to my heart horse... She colicked so bad so fast, I was told there was no chance of saving her... My heart hurts so much, I am utterly broken...

 

[Merry neddy man]

I'm very sorry for your loss but with time your memories will become happy ones not the sad ones you are feeling now. Your mare is pain free and happy on her journey over the rainbow..

 

[rextherobber]

So very sorry for your loss

 

[Sandales]

Sorry to read this. Condolences on your loss. Take care.

 

[nikicb]

So sorry. Losing a horse unexpectedly and suddenly is just so hard. Take care of yourself. Big hugs. xxx

 

[GSD Woman]

Oh, dear. I am so sorry for your loss.

 

[Snow Falcon]

((HUGS)) So sorry for your sad loss

 

[Uliy]

So sorry Thinking of you.

 

[View]

So sorry. Be kind to yourself.

 

[eahotson]

I am so sorry to hear that.

 

[SEL]

I'm so sorry - colic is cruel **hugs**

 

[Elno]

So sorry

 

[ILuvCowparsely]

I lost 2 to colic its horrid
thoughts are with you

 

[Red-1]

Such a horrible shock when it is so unexpected, I'm so sorry. Go easy with yourself. X

 

[Jeni the dragon]

I'm so, so sorry. Please take care of yourself.

 

[Rumtytum]

Am so sorry CC

 

[PapaverFollis]

I'm so sorry. ? I've been there too with colic, it is awful. It gets easier with time, as much as it feels like it won't, it does. Look after yourself. X

 

[Spottyappy]

So sorry To read this.
Colic is vile, and indescriminate.
I think far too many of us had been there, myself Included. So, be kind to yourself, and allow yourself to Grieve.

 

[vmac66]

So sorry. Look after yourself. X

 

[Trouper]

How devastating for you with no time to prepare yourself or even say goodbye without the drama of it all around you. I hope you have friends who can be there for you now. So sorry to read this.

 

[MidChristmasCrisis]

Very sad to hear this…have a hug.

 

[ycbm]

You must still be in shock, I'm so sorry. I hope you have people you can be with today, look after yourself.

 

[Sandstone1]

Im so sorry for your loss.

 

[COldNag]

I am so sorry for you loss x

 

[MrsMozartleto]

I am so very sorry. We know the pain and send you gentle hugs the strength to come through it.

 

[Carrottom]

So sorry x

 

[Season’s Bleatings]

I am so sorry for your loss. I have been there too and know how devastating it is.
In time, the good memories of her life will start to outweigh the trauma of losing her in that way.
Take care of yourself. Big hugs xx

 

[tiahatti]

I am so very sorry. What a horrible shock.

 

[AutumnDays]

Thank you all for your kind words. I'm so numb this morning. We rode out yesterday morning, and she was on form! 10 minutes after untacking, she was down. Vet out straight away. Seemed to be back to her normal self after treatment, then a few hours later I had to get the vet back out because she went down again and this time couldn't get back up. Going to tuck her in for the last time in a bit. The yard owners are letting me bury her in her paddock, so she doesn't have to leave her friends and her happy place x

 

[Season’s Bleatings]

Thank you all for your kind words. I'm so numb this morning. We rode out yesterday morning, and she was on form! 10 minutes after untacking, she was down. Vet out straight away. Seemed to be back to her normal self after treatment, then a few hours later I had to get the vet back out because she went down again and this time couldn't get back up. Going to tuck her in for the last time in a bit. The yard owners are letting me bury her in her paddock, so she doesn't have to leave her friends and her happy place x

Hopefully in time the memories of that last ride will bring you comfort, and the fact you were able to react super quickly to what was happening - it meant she did not suffer at all.
Lovely that you can bury her in her own paddock xx