emfen1305
Well-Known Member
I recently posted about dropping down to seeing my horse once a day in a bid to regain some sanity (and sleep) but can’t shake this horrible feeling of just wanting to give it all up.
He’s currently on the sick after being diagnosed with navicular disease and some ligament damage. We have our last visit to the vets tomorrow and have no idea what they are going to say but I have a feeling it’s going to be a long expensive road. I’m trying to save to buy a house and still paying off debts from my old horse’s stint in the vets 2 years ago so when I got this months livery bill and vet invoice I have to admit I had a little cry. It doesn’t help that it’s rained every day for what feels like months and I got a message today to say he booted another horse in the field so now I have that to worry about and just feel like all I ever do is worry, cry and pay out half of my salary to see him for 10 minutes in a morning (all of which is spent listening to him kick the door or spin round the stable wanting to be let out)
Sorry I’m not sure of the point of this post, realistically I’m not going to sell, I can’t anyway as he’s lame but just want to know if this feeling passes. It’s been going on for about 3 weeks now and just want to feel like I’m into it again. I know there’s more to horses than riding (I spent 3 years rehabbing my old horse) but just feel like I could quite happily give it all up and save all of my money and sanity!
He’s currently on the sick after being diagnosed with navicular disease and some ligament damage. We have our last visit to the vets tomorrow and have no idea what they are going to say but I have a feeling it’s going to be a long expensive road. I’m trying to save to buy a house and still paying off debts from my old horse’s stint in the vets 2 years ago so when I got this months livery bill and vet invoice I have to admit I had a little cry. It doesn’t help that it’s rained every day for what feels like months and I got a message today to say he booted another horse in the field so now I have that to worry about and just feel like all I ever do is worry, cry and pay out half of my salary to see him for 10 minutes in a morning (all of which is spent listening to him kick the door or spin round the stable wanting to be let out)
Sorry I’m not sure of the point of this post, realistically I’m not going to sell, I can’t anyway as he’s lame but just want to know if this feeling passes. It’s been going on for about 3 weeks now and just want to feel like I’m into it again. I know there’s more to horses than riding (I spent 3 years rehabbing my old horse) but just feel like I could quite happily give it all up and save all of my money and sanity!