PercyMum
Well-Known Member
My boy hasn't been quite right for a while and went into Liphook last week (after a huge battle to get him there as no-one thought he was that ill). He nosedived whilst up there and I managed to get him home after he collapsed on the trailer twice. He now looks like a Grass Sickness victim and I am at a loss as to what to do.
The vet says they have tested everything, nothing conclusive. He just has to have steroids and hope he will pull through (which doesn't answer why he is like this in the first place). He is just about eating grass, has no interest in feed, which I am trying to get into him to give him some energy and to get some fats into him to help the weight. He just nibbles at his haylage. I have tried everything and its like he is giving in. I can't get the drugs into him unless I syringe them in which is stressing him out more.
He has always been a fighter and come through the most hoffific injuries but now he just seems to want to give in. I feel like a terrible person becuase now I am so angry with him. I am ashamed to say that last night whilst desperately trying to get him to eat (where he took a mouthful and then dropped it all over the floor AGAIN) I lost it, threw the bucket across the stable and smacked him hard on the shoulder and screamed at him. I know, horrible and I feel terrible. I just want him to fight or do something. Anything. He is my best friend and we have done so much together and now it feels like he just wants to give in and leave me. He is only 15.
Clearly I would PTS if that was the vets advice - but even they can't decide what the hell is going on. There is no sign of pain or discomfort anywhere. They have said that we will try for 2 weeks then reassess, but most likely PTS as he is so thin. I feel helpless and horrible and about as low as you can get. But the worst thing is I hate seeing him like this. Pointless post really but I just wanted to get it off my chest and bawl quietly about the whole thing.
The vet says they have tested everything, nothing conclusive. He just has to have steroids and hope he will pull through (which doesn't answer why he is like this in the first place). He is just about eating grass, has no interest in feed, which I am trying to get into him to give him some energy and to get some fats into him to help the weight. He just nibbles at his haylage. I have tried everything and its like he is giving in. I can't get the drugs into him unless I syringe them in which is stressing him out more.
He has always been a fighter and come through the most hoffific injuries but now he just seems to want to give in. I feel like a terrible person becuase now I am so angry with him. I am ashamed to say that last night whilst desperately trying to get him to eat (where he took a mouthful and then dropped it all over the floor AGAIN) I lost it, threw the bucket across the stable and smacked him hard on the shoulder and screamed at him. I know, horrible and I feel terrible. I just want him to fight or do something. Anything. He is my best friend and we have done so much together and now it feels like he just wants to give in and leave me. He is only 15.
Clearly I would PTS if that was the vets advice - but even they can't decide what the hell is going on. There is no sign of pain or discomfort anywhere. They have said that we will try for 2 weeks then reassess, but most likely PTS as he is so thin. I feel helpless and horrible and about as low as you can get. But the worst thing is I hate seeing him like this. Pointless post really but I just wanted to get it off my chest and bawl quietly about the whole thing.