Winters100
Well-Known Member
I do get annoyed sometimes when people say how lucky I am to be slim and light, because it’s actually quite soul destroying to do and I’m always hungry. I just wish they knew the internal battle going on when I’m craving something substantial but won’t let myself have it. I imagine a lot of slimmer people do the same as me to stay this way.
I totally get this. I actually hate the run up to Christmas because when I refuse cakes and sweets people either look at me as if I have some sort of problem or say 'but you don't have to worry about your weight'. This is the point, most slim people are that way because they DO worry and deprive themselves. I have to really restrict myself and even think 'do I really need it?' before eating something like a satsuma. That having been said I get a lot of enjoyment from the horses, so it is worth it.