So sorry to read about Kai, Starzaan. Can't imagine how awful you must be feeling, but have some hugs and some more (virtual) hot chocolate. (((()))). xx
It is hard at first, but grieve properly, and in time, although his loss won't be forgotten, you'll be able to remember the good times and smile. Look after you, give your other neddies extra big hugs. You did the best thing by him and he is at peace now.
RIP beautiful lad. The sky will be a little brighter tonight xx
Oh Starzaan, I am so sorry. What a horrible shock for you. He was a stunning looking boy.
Can't really find the words in what to say to you, except take care of yourself. My heart goes out to you . Big (((hugs))) x
RIP Kai x
Another one who didnt want to just read and run...what an absolute nightmare and still only a baby I can only imagine how you are feeling, hope you have lots of support and hugs in the real world as well as on here