It happened again.

[J_sarahd]

Thank you everyone. I’ve never really felt this kind of sadness before and it’s really hard. It makes me question whether I want another one or not - but that’s a question for another day because god knows I need a break. I think I’m just a bit worried what I’ll do with my days now. I know it will emotionally take me a little while to be able to go back to the yard.

I know it’s the right thing but my brain keeps basically telling me I should try harder to fix her. But I know that there’s no fixing her.

Thankfully, I work for a horse charity so I already know they will be really accommodating. They’ve been really good so far with her numerous vet and physio appointments.

 

[Reacher]

I’ve not read the whole thread but just wanted to say I’m so sorry.
I think I’m in the do it sooner rather than later category to avoid counting down the days. I had to have my first pony pts before I went on holiday, (it could not wait until I was back ) and being away helped a little to distract me , and and as others have said there is some relief after it is done. Thinking of you.

 

[Hannahgb]

I am so so sorry. I agree this part is the worst and would go with sooner rather than later for your own mental state. Thinking of you