It happened again.

Thank you everyone. I’ve never really felt this kind of sadness before and it’s really hard. It makes me question whether I want another one or not - but that’s a question for another day because god knows I need a break. I think I’m just a bit worried what I’ll do with my days now. I know it will emotionally take me a little while to be able to go back to the yard.

I know it’s the right thing but my brain keeps basically telling me I should try harder to fix her. But I know that there’s no fixing her.

Thankfully, I work for a horse charity so I already know they will be really accommodating. They’ve been really good so far with her numerous vet and physio appointments.
 
I’ve not read the whole thread but just wanted to say I’m so sorry.
I think I’m in the do it sooner rather than later category to avoid counting down the days. I had to have my first pony pts before I went on holiday, (it could not wait until I was back ) and being away helped a little to distract me , and and as others have said there is some relief after it is done. Thinking of you.
 
I am so so sorry. I agree this part is the worst and would go with sooner rather than later for your own mental state. Thinking of you
 
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