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A post not looking for replies but to just talkto people who understand.
listening to music and the beautiful voice of Eva Cassidy came on Somewhere over rainbow. Sat looking at my Babys photo and the tears are flowing. the memories of that day when as i sat in field before vet came watching her soaking her memory up and a rainbow came above her . My friend who saw it said it was a sign rainbow bridge was calling her. Does it stop. This empty feeling. this feeling of missing something so right. I miss her so much.
 
Aw Hugs i know exactly how you feel - i was the same when i lost my beautiful mare almost 2 years ago. I sat and listened to in the arms of an angel on repeat about 20 mins and had a good cry. Its good to let it all out, and yes it does get better, they are always with you in your heart :) xxx
 
I've very recently lost my Nan and I found comfort in this poem.

Time for me to go now, I won't say goodbye;
Look for me in rainbows, way up in the sky.
In the morning sunrise when all the world is new,
Just look for me and love me, as you know I loved you.

Time for me to leave you, I won't say goodbye;
Look for me in rainbows, high up in the sky.
In the evening sunset, when all the world is through,
Just look for me and love me, and I'll be close to you.

It won't be forever, the day will come and then
My loving arms will hold you, when we meet again.

Time for us to part now, we won't say goodbye;
Look for me in rainbows, shining in the sky.
Every waking moment, and all your whole life through
Just look for me and love me, as you know that I loved you.

Just wish me to be near you,
And I'll be there with you.

I know it's not a 'horsey' one but I thought you may like the rainbow theme xx
 
It's a very sad fact, but unfortunately our precious horses, and dogs, will mostly go before we do. They're be there waiting for us though, I firmly believe that. Remember her, love her, and let her go.
 
Oh honey .. I dread the day me and my boy part company ( hopefully not for a long long time ) try and spin ur loss into a positive .. Anybody could have bought ur girl .. But she came into ur life .. She could have ended up in different hands .. But she found u ..to me she seemed like a much loved horse ..infact more than a horse an equal, a friend, a companion ... Wanted for nothing ..given everything !! When it was time to say goodbye ..u let her go ..regardless that it was breaking your heart :(..What more could a horse ask for ? ;) remember the good times u shared together and look back with love and fondness ..not sadness :)
 
ive said goodbye to many loved animals through years but losing baby as hit me so hard. she was my friend she saw me through abusive time always there her eyes taking the pain away . im good now but her not here i find so hard. not a day goes by that shes not there in thoughts and tonight was like dam breaking . I just miss my friend
 
It has been 10 years since I lost my Daizy mare to cancer, and 8 years since I lost Sunny my old boy to colic. The pain gets easier, the memories never fade.
Sending you hugs, let the tears flow when you need to, and hold Baby in your heart.

When I read this poem, it touches me, I hope it brings you some comfort too xx



Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry;
I am not there. I did not die.

(Mary Elizabeth Frye)
 
You are not alone OP. I still can't bring myself to look at photographs of my girl. Every PTS thread brings me to tears and I still can't talk about her without crying.
 
I can't listen to No Doubt's "Don't Speak" without crying, it reminds me of losing Harry in 2006.

I still think of both of mine I've lost every day. I can't believe it's been over 2 years since I said goodbye to Misty, she was my best friend for almost 12 years.

*hugs*
 
Poor you OP, it takes a while but it does get easier to come to terms with and then you'll start to think about all the good times you had together rather than the sad time when you lost her.

(((hugs)))
 
MudMudGloriousMud said:
It has been 10 years since I lost my Daizy mare to cancer, and 8 years since I lost Sunny my old boy to colic. The pain gets easier, the memories never fade.
Sending you hugs, let the tears flow when you need to, and hold Baby in your heart.

When I read this poem, it touches me, I hope it brings you some comfort too xx



Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry;
I am not there. I did not die.

(Mary Elizabeth Frye)
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That made me cry, I read it at my Nana's funeral :(

BM, (((hugs)))
 
My first NF was PTS many years ago no but I still remember he came to me that night to say goodbye. Still brings tears to my eyes thinking about it. I am sure you have many happy memories, you'll never forget them.
 
It is so very hard when you lose your precious horse Im not sure the crying ever stops completely and you always wonder what might have been but sometimes its good to post on here and know you are amongst people that can understand the pain and sense of loss xxx
 
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