KHippo
Well-Known Member
Apologies in advance - this may end up being a bit of a sympathy post as I'm not sure what options I have left, I just feel like writing it all down & getting other opinions might help me make sense of it all...
My mare came to me 2.5 years ago in September 2021 as a 4yo ex-racer, lightly restarted after being turned away following retirement from racing as a 2yo (ran once, too slow). I got her going under saddle, walk trot & canter out hacking & all was well.
Jan 2022 she became explosive. Scoped clear, x-rayed back, mild KS diagnosed & medicated via steroid injections. Rehabbed & brought back into work, progressed slowly over next 6-9 months to the point of fun rides, schooling, local dressage (winning & with lovely comments!), in-hand showing & taking all in her stride even going to Blenheim for an in-hand class. Late summer I started to notice some toe dragging behind...
Oct 2022 X-rayed hocks & feet - Mild arthritic changes in hocks, and NPA behind plus foot balance issues in front. Corrective shoeing begins, NB shoes in front & wedges behind to correct NPA as guided by vet. Hocks not medicated at this stage.
Jan 2023 still toe dragging behind despite changes in shoeing - decided time to see what is really going on, went in for bone scan & full workup. Hotspots C5/C6, knees, KS areas, lame RF & lacking impulsion behind. Re-medicated back with view to re-rehab then do hocks once back in work & we know how much the back injections have helped. Horse came home & lost the plot, complete personality change & difficult to handle. Persevered for a few weeks before deciding to turn away for a month & start again (in hindsight, likely ulcers from stress of being in vets for 4/5 days for bone scan!). Got going again slowly with rehab Apr-June 2023 until somewhat back on track - still toe dragging.
August 2023 medicated hocks & gave Tildren, re-X-rayed feet - a few tweaks to be made. Overall improvement after this from August to November, however then coming up slightly lame in front - vet advised to add front pads which seemed to resolve, vet happy. Going very nicely Nov-Dec, big improvement in canter & general way of going.
January 2024 - Not happy under saddle again. Tense & reactive. At this point she is no longer insured. Workup with new vet & KS re-medicated along with SI. Since then, I have done (yet more) rehab work alongside hacking & hill work, recently started to add a few short schooling sessions (10 mins after a hack to warm up).
As of April 2024 - Some days I get on & she is really tense through her back, like being sat on a plank of wood which is waiting for any excuse to send me into orbit. Other days she feels fine. Most days her tail is swishing so much its like a helicopter. She is girthy and always has been, some days this is better/worse than others. Her canter is awful, shuffley behind & hollow (slightly better when not under saddle but still not right). Trots up with a drop through left pelvis, and always has done - this improves the more school work she does & stronger she gets. To watch schooling under saddle she is the soundest "lame" horse you have ever seen, her movement does not match her vet notes. Most days she has a grumpy face on, and "gurns" whilst waiting for her feeds or to be turned out. She windsucks and cribs, and always has done.
Over winter she was stabled overnight with 12 hours turnout every day, ad-lib hay at all times. Since clocks changed she has been out 24/7 with ad-lib hay. Good do-er & hard feeds are minimal (fast fibre, linseed, healthy hooves chaff & supplements).
At various points during this journey I have tried:-
When she feels well in herself, this mare is incredible. She is clever, bold, & a pleasure to be around & produce. She has never been the stereotypical sharp/spooky/buzzy ex racer & has always carried herself in a natural frame with good out/downward stretch & consistent contact. I could ride this horse down a motorway or gallop her across a stubble field then happily put my granny on her to turn around & walk home on the buckle. She will nanny other horses & take the lead past absolutely any terrifying horse-eating obstacle you put in front of her. For these reasons it will break my heart if I have to retire her, but I can't see the wood for the trees at the moment having spent 2.5 years feeling like I am playing whack-a-mole with her issues.
WWYD...?
(If you've made it this far, thank you - pour yourself a gin!)
My mare came to me 2.5 years ago in September 2021 as a 4yo ex-racer, lightly restarted after being turned away following retirement from racing as a 2yo (ran once, too slow). I got her going under saddle, walk trot & canter out hacking & all was well.
Jan 2022 she became explosive. Scoped clear, x-rayed back, mild KS diagnosed & medicated via steroid injections. Rehabbed & brought back into work, progressed slowly over next 6-9 months to the point of fun rides, schooling, local dressage (winning & with lovely comments!), in-hand showing & taking all in her stride even going to Blenheim for an in-hand class. Late summer I started to notice some toe dragging behind...
Oct 2022 X-rayed hocks & feet - Mild arthritic changes in hocks, and NPA behind plus foot balance issues in front. Corrective shoeing begins, NB shoes in front & wedges behind to correct NPA as guided by vet. Hocks not medicated at this stage.
Jan 2023 still toe dragging behind despite changes in shoeing - decided time to see what is really going on, went in for bone scan & full workup. Hotspots C5/C6, knees, KS areas, lame RF & lacking impulsion behind. Re-medicated back with view to re-rehab then do hocks once back in work & we know how much the back injections have helped. Horse came home & lost the plot, complete personality change & difficult to handle. Persevered for a few weeks before deciding to turn away for a month & start again (in hindsight, likely ulcers from stress of being in vets for 4/5 days for bone scan!). Got going again slowly with rehab Apr-June 2023 until somewhat back on track - still toe dragging.
August 2023 medicated hocks & gave Tildren, re-X-rayed feet - a few tweaks to be made. Overall improvement after this from August to November, however then coming up slightly lame in front - vet advised to add front pads which seemed to resolve, vet happy. Going very nicely Nov-Dec, big improvement in canter & general way of going.
January 2024 - Not happy under saddle again. Tense & reactive. At this point she is no longer insured. Workup with new vet & KS re-medicated along with SI. Since then, I have done (yet more) rehab work alongside hacking & hill work, recently started to add a few short schooling sessions (10 mins after a hack to warm up).
As of April 2024 - Some days I get on & she is really tense through her back, like being sat on a plank of wood which is waiting for any excuse to send me into orbit. Other days she feels fine. Most days her tail is swishing so much its like a helicopter. She is girthy and always has been, some days this is better/worse than others. Her canter is awful, shuffley behind & hollow (slightly better when not under saddle but still not right). Trots up with a drop through left pelvis, and always has done - this improves the more school work she does & stronger she gets. To watch schooling under saddle she is the soundest "lame" horse you have ever seen, her movement does not match her vet notes. Most days she has a grumpy face on, and "gurns" whilst waiting for her feeds or to be turned out. She windsucks and cribs, and always has done.
Over winter she was stabled overnight with 12 hours turnout every day, ad-lib hay at all times. Since clocks changed she has been out 24/7 with ad-lib hay. Good do-er & hard feeds are minimal (fast fibre, linseed, healthy hooves chaff & supplements).
At various points during this journey I have tried:-
- Ron field ulcer supplements (no difference)
- Liver detox supplements (every 6-8 weeks)
- Cut out all Soya (still the case)
- Cut out grass (now on limited grass)
- Added magnesium (no difference)
- Added Vit E (no difference)
- Regular physio, chiro & visits from Osteo vet (ongoing)
- Regumate (still using)
- Ekygard (currently using but will stop once finished as no difference)
- Joint supplements (still using)
- Hindgut supplements (still using)
- Regular saddle checks (making some tweaks currently awaiting visit from fitter)
When she feels well in herself, this mare is incredible. She is clever, bold, & a pleasure to be around & produce. She has never been the stereotypical sharp/spooky/buzzy ex racer & has always carried herself in a natural frame with good out/downward stretch & consistent contact. I could ride this horse down a motorway or gallop her across a stubble field then happily put my granny on her to turn around & walk home on the buckle. She will nanny other horses & take the lead past absolutely any terrifying horse-eating obstacle you put in front of her. For these reasons it will break my heart if I have to retire her, but I can't see the wood for the trees at the moment having spent 2.5 years feeling like I am playing whack-a-mole with her issues.
WWYD...?
(If you've made it this far, thank you - pour yourself a gin!)