Mouse19
Well-Known Member
Ive just had my first lesson to do my Cat C License.
Instructor showed me the basics off road around a disused air field for 1.5 hours before going out on the road. The instructor said I was driving very well. Completed the reverse and a slight incline pull away , gear changes and safe stopping.
He said he was happy for me to go on the road. We drove out of the airfield to turn right at the end of the road. Approach in Fifth gear, traffic approaching. Needed to go fifth to third, obviously needed to go into the lower box. Unfortunately I failed to get into third and it slipped to neutral. And I panicked and put my foot on the clutch which caused the lorry to lurch forward.
This was well before the junction and I didnt carry on to the road. Now I know that this is a serious business, Im on the road in a big vehicle and it is very dangerous, if I coasted into the road I could have caused an accident and the instructor needs to be firm and quick.
However he went absolutely mental at me. Ive never ever been spoken to the way this man did. He whacked me hard over the wrist and was yelled blue murder at me.
Needless to say this freaked me out and I didnt have a good drive for the remaining 1.5 hours on the road. The more we drove the worse I got, to the point where he said if I continue like this they wont let me even take the test.
I dont consider myself a sensitive soul. Ive worked with rehabilitating prisoners before and been used to being yelled at and even been threatened. I understand that this is serious and the instructor is thinking of safety and they have a short time restraint to get me to a standard.
But that action has completely destroyed my confidence and its only day one.
The way Im feeling I dont want to even go tomorrow. I dont know whether to mention to him that yelling at me isnt a good way to get me to respond.
I held it together, Ill be d*mned if Ill let him see me cry. But I drove home and burst into tears.
Instructor showed me the basics off road around a disused air field for 1.5 hours before going out on the road. The instructor said I was driving very well. Completed the reverse and a slight incline pull away , gear changes and safe stopping.
He said he was happy for me to go on the road. We drove out of the airfield to turn right at the end of the road. Approach in Fifth gear, traffic approaching. Needed to go fifth to third, obviously needed to go into the lower box. Unfortunately I failed to get into third and it slipped to neutral. And I panicked and put my foot on the clutch which caused the lorry to lurch forward.
This was well before the junction and I didnt carry on to the road. Now I know that this is a serious business, Im on the road in a big vehicle and it is very dangerous, if I coasted into the road I could have caused an accident and the instructor needs to be firm and quick.
However he went absolutely mental at me. Ive never ever been spoken to the way this man did. He whacked me hard over the wrist and was yelled blue murder at me.
Needless to say this freaked me out and I didnt have a good drive for the remaining 1.5 hours on the road. The more we drove the worse I got, to the point where he said if I continue like this they wont let me even take the test.
I dont consider myself a sensitive soul. Ive worked with rehabilitating prisoners before and been used to being yelled at and even been threatened. I understand that this is serious and the instructor is thinking of safety and they have a short time restraint to get me to a standard.
But that action has completely destroyed my confidence and its only day one.
The way Im feeling I dont want to even go tomorrow. I dont know whether to mention to him that yelling at me isnt a good way to get me to respond.
I held it together, Ill be d*mned if Ill let him see me cry. But I drove home and burst into tears.