ibot
Well-Known Member
Hey all
so how are you all?
So its been two weeks since eddie got put to sleep, they have been so hard i have cried like i never have before.
The hardest thing is when i go to the yard and im use to seeing him sat next to me in the frount im sure my horse is wondering where he is or do you think he knows??
So i have got good news to report we have found a puppy
Who i am sure eddie sent me he is a 6 week old jack russel X norfolk terrier so the same as eddie but looks totally different he is black and white and the cutiest thing ever.
I guess i have put eddie to the side of my head as the puppy comes today (fri) and then i got a phone call yesterday to say eddies ashes are ready and it was like i had been punched in the stomach
It totally floored me ive hardly slept since we decided to get the puppy as i feel like im being disrespectful to eddie. Am i???
I hate being without a dog it just does not make me whole
We are calling the puppy Mickey and of course i will post photos when he comes. his name is due to his black ears
how long did you wait and did you feel like me. i feel like ive gone throu the stages but im kind of stuck in guilt that i should have done more.
thank you so much for listening again this has been bothering me
so how are you all?
So its been two weeks since eddie got put to sleep, they have been so hard i have cried like i never have before.
The hardest thing is when i go to the yard and im use to seeing him sat next to me in the frount im sure my horse is wondering where he is or do you think he knows??
So i have got good news to report we have found a puppy
Who i am sure eddie sent me he is a 6 week old jack russel X norfolk terrier so the same as eddie but looks totally different he is black and white and the cutiest thing ever.
I guess i have put eddie to the side of my head as the puppy comes today (fri) and then i got a phone call yesterday to say eddies ashes are ready and it was like i had been punched in the stomach
It totally floored me ive hardly slept since we decided to get the puppy as i feel like im being disrespectful to eddie. Am i???
I hate being without a dog it just does not make me whole
We are calling the puppy Mickey and of course i will post photos when he comes. his name is due to his black ears
how long did you wait and did you feel like me. i feel like ive gone throu the stages but im kind of stuck in guilt that i should have done more.
thank you so much for listening again this has been bothering me