Summit
Well-Known Member
I did love and do still and feel as though it was my responsibility to find him a lovely home which I failed todo! I made the decision to sell him and I think that did change the way I felt about him, I think it’s a little bit the dread I was feeling about riding I’ve associated with horses! I’m still helping my friend out with her horses whilst she working (we kept ours together) as I thought that would keep me busy whilst I’m not working and even doing that in the morning I’m absolutely not enjoying anymore!
I feel guilty, I missed him to start with but now when I think of him I just feel anxiety about the situation! I can’t remember the lovely times we shared without thinking about all the recently crap ? hoping the situation will settle and I can think fondly of him again!
it will pass...you don’t sound as if you’re enjoying horses....do you need to help your friend? If not..don’t....eliminate any unnecessary stress.
horses don’t share the same emotions as us. As long as he’s fed and watered, he’ll be happy