Hot_Toddy7
Well-Known Member
Ok, before I start, I am begging that people aren't too harsh, I am not in a great place right now.
Here goes..
December 2009 I was made aware of a horse that was due to be PTS, as an unwanted horse. I went up to see him and he looked more 30 than the 17yo I had been told about, he was out 24/7 with no rug (snow on the ground), so very hairy. He was underweight with some muscle wastage. I was told initially that he had soundness problems, but I wasn't bothered, purely because he would only be a kind of pet/forest plod/TB babysitter.
He is a Hanoverian with moderately good breeding.
Anyhow, weekend later I picked him up and couldn't wait to feed him up and put some fat on him and get him happy again.
So we started on similar sized feeds to what he had been having (1/2 scoop pasture mix & 1/2 scoop chaff twice daily), and gradually introduced conditioning cubes, calm&condition, alfa-oil.
Over the year I kept trying different things - linseed, fast fibre, blue chip, ERS Pellets, oil. I basically ended up pouring money into him, praying that he would improve, over the summer he did look better, but still not quite right, he had also seemingly come sound, he seemed happy, for the first time.
Now everyone knows Thoroughbreds aren't typically cheap to keep, so I have had the expenditure on them 2 aswell! Anyhow, ended up moving yards a couple of times, first move was to a wonderful yard - but too far and sharing not a great amount of grazing with 9 others! second move was to a nearer place, more land, but crap people/management, field turned to swamp etc!. Finally I got to where I am now lovely yard, just me - 3 stables, tackroom, 5 acres, well kept etc.
I have recently come to realize that I have been kidding myself all along, there is quite honestly a big possibility that he has something wrong, but I am now in the situation that I have poured all my time and money into him, and have nothing left to do investigations (they're all insured but he's on veteran cover!), what the hell do I do. I really can't face losing him, without him I strongly doubt I would have survived this far, I can't continue ploughing money into him, because it's driving me to financial ruin. But I can't help but feel that he never asked for this, to be my horse. If someone else had him, someone rich, they would be able to spend large amounts of money on getting him better. This really is the toughest thing I have had to do, and my current circumstances don't make anything even slightly easy. Just to give you an idea, he is currently out on good grass 24/7 - did have haylage when was in poorer area of grazing,1 scoop alfa-a oil, 1 x ERS pellets, 1 x C&C, Build and glow, evils claw, twice a day, does absolutely no work at all.
Can anyone offer any advice? I really cannot hack people telling me I am a crap owner at the moment, so if people wanting to make comments like that, could perhaps just not bother replying, that would be much appreciated.
I love this horse so very dearly, and my unhelpful father is saying PTS, but he's happy at current, but I can't continue.
Here goes..
December 2009 I was made aware of a horse that was due to be PTS, as an unwanted horse. I went up to see him and he looked more 30 than the 17yo I had been told about, he was out 24/7 with no rug (snow on the ground), so very hairy. He was underweight with some muscle wastage. I was told initially that he had soundness problems, but I wasn't bothered, purely because he would only be a kind of pet/forest plod/TB babysitter.
He is a Hanoverian with moderately good breeding.
Anyhow, weekend later I picked him up and couldn't wait to feed him up and put some fat on him and get him happy again.
So we started on similar sized feeds to what he had been having (1/2 scoop pasture mix & 1/2 scoop chaff twice daily), and gradually introduced conditioning cubes, calm&condition, alfa-oil.
Over the year I kept trying different things - linseed, fast fibre, blue chip, ERS Pellets, oil. I basically ended up pouring money into him, praying that he would improve, over the summer he did look better, but still not quite right, he had also seemingly come sound, he seemed happy, for the first time.
Now everyone knows Thoroughbreds aren't typically cheap to keep, so I have had the expenditure on them 2 aswell! Anyhow, ended up moving yards a couple of times, first move was to a wonderful yard - but too far and sharing not a great amount of grazing with 9 others! second move was to a nearer place, more land, but crap people/management, field turned to swamp etc!. Finally I got to where I am now lovely yard, just me - 3 stables, tackroom, 5 acres, well kept etc.
I have recently come to realize that I have been kidding myself all along, there is quite honestly a big possibility that he has something wrong, but I am now in the situation that I have poured all my time and money into him, and have nothing left to do investigations (they're all insured but he's on veteran cover!), what the hell do I do. I really can't face losing him, without him I strongly doubt I would have survived this far, I can't continue ploughing money into him, because it's driving me to financial ruin. But I can't help but feel that he never asked for this, to be my horse. If someone else had him, someone rich, they would be able to spend large amounts of money on getting him better. This really is the toughest thing I have had to do, and my current circumstances don't make anything even slightly easy. Just to give you an idea, he is currently out on good grass 24/7 - did have haylage when was in poorer area of grazing,1 scoop alfa-a oil, 1 x ERS pellets, 1 x C&C, Build and glow, evils claw, twice a day, does absolutely no work at all.
Can anyone offer any advice? I really cannot hack people telling me I am a crap owner at the moment, so if people wanting to make comments like that, could perhaps just not bother replying, that would be much appreciated.
I love this horse so very dearly, and my unhelpful father is saying PTS, but he's happy at current, but I can't continue.