stilltrying
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Id be really interested in any feedback on this with all the knowledge on this forum anyone interested might want to make a cuppa tho as this is loooong!
So basically I have a 9yo 17h IDxTB and last month we hit rock bottom with me being catapulted into the ground face first.
Some background ..bought with intention of being fun all-rounder in 2004 as a just backed 4yo. 2006 did a bit of hunting, couple of unaff ODEs etc. He loves his XC! Hed always been a bit of a clumsy oaf (big sort), and wed had a couple of falls where hed lost his back end, once going far too fast indoor SJ round a bend and another on loose ground XC schooling, again on a bend (wasnt studded up).
2007 started eventing at intro. Did Borde Hill + Brightling, naff dressage/SJ as far too hyped up but clear XC and absolutely loving it.
Went to chilham and he felt a bit off on the XC and we got elim at the water. Water jump was a bit of question so didnt worry too much. Went XC schooling afterwards and all fine. Took him to Firle and he threw in a few stops at the SJ practice fences. In hindsight I should have gone home there and then as it was so out of character, but stupidly I went in for the SJ. He basically collapsed half way round the SJ. I think he tried to stop and he groaned and sank to the floor. Luckily for me he didnt roll so I was able to step off him. I think those watching had thought hed died as he laid there with his nose under jump, eyes shut, one hind leg out to the side and the other underneath him. Helpers dismantled the jump and he got to his feet after a minute or so, very subdued.
And so began the veterinary investigations .after the collapse he wasnt lame but he wasnt right either. Physio and vet saw him. Physio said v sore back behind the saddle but wasnt overly concerned. Vet agreed he wasnt lame but wasnt happy either. On lunge he his head would be up with ears pointed back whereas normally he would lollop along in a relaxed frame.
I kept him in work on vets instruction and I can only describe it as a reluctance to push forwards. In no particular order he we tried bute test, he had a back x-ray, which confirmed some spinous process were close but vet was happy to rule out kissing spine. Around this time his saddle started slipping to one side so got that checked and adjusted by highly regarded saddler.
A few months down the line I was leading him and he lost his back end on the road and sat down behind. At this point vet advised not to ride and send him to Newmarket. My vets feeling was it was sacroiliac or possibly neurological. After one cancelled visit he went March 08. On first inspection he was pronounced sound, they kept him and worked him before bone scanning, which came back clear. They then nerve blocked and scanned his hocks which showed suspensory ligament changes. One of which was within the normal range, the other slightly above normal. He also had a second back x-ray which again ruled out KS.
Various options were discussed, rest was ruled out as it wasnt a new or serious injury. Shockwave was suggested, but as my vet explained the changes in his hocks were what you would expect to see in most horses, we didnt have the treatment.
Got him home and his behaviour under saddle worsened and he started to refuse to walk downhill. I wasnt happy with his saddle which was still slipping ever so slightly. I decided to get a new saddle and as he had lost a lot of weight at the vets I tried a wow saddle. He was a different horse overnight. Back to his old relaxed self. I felt wed reached a turning point. He muscled up, saddle was adjusted and all was well.
During 2008 I concentrated on working on our schooling and having lessons at show venues. We had 2 dressage comps where were placed 1st and 2nd with scores of 71% and 65% - much higher than wed ever got before.
However ..at a grid lesson at end of summer we tried a tiny bounce fence. He grunted, pulled up short and point black refused to jump anything after that. Cue visit from physio!! Physio said again v sore behind saddle. After usual light duties I got him going again .but disaster struck at xmas.
To cut another v long story short . I decided to take off his hinds with a view to trialling him without fronts if all went well. 6 weeks in and he somehow ripped both fronts off in the field taking most of his hoof with them and just to finish himself off stood on the toe clip with his barefoot hind rendering completely non weight bearing on one hind and lame on both fronts!! He had about 6 weeks off work and I decided to leave him BF to let his hooves recover and see how he went.
He coped well without the shoes and we started getting out and about spring 2009. I took him xc schooling, didnt notice any loss of traction and he was really loving it again.
May 09 we went to a hunter trial at chilham = more disaster! Got as far as fence 4, he hesitated, I got left behind, we got all out of shape but made it over!!!! Then about 4 strides after the fence he went A over T, just shot out from under me. We were going in a straight line and ground was dry, although he was a bit strung out. Cringy photos are here:
http://www.jgphotographer.co.uk/gallery/view_photo.php?set_albumName=090517Class3&id=090517_1379
Luckily neither of us hurt, but gutted and felt guilty for trying XC without shoes/studs. However I discussed with BF trimmer/Physio and both agreed he needed more time to adjust without shoes and to not give up just yet.
Got back out and about in the summer and took him to a combined training event, did nice test but at practice fence he decided to launch himself at least 4 foot over it nearly jumping me off in the process!! Popped a few more times in a more controlled manner before going in for SJ (2ft9). Got as far as 3 strides before fence 3 and he put the brakes on. Represented and jumped but couldnt get him near fence 4, he was having none of it. Retired and sure enough next day back was very sore behind saddle and right across his quarters. I can only assume his massive over jump at the practice fence pulled something??
I got him going again and after popping a few logs locally I took him on a sponsored ride for a bit of fun. Fun it wasnt. The first fence I attempted was a suspended log, 2ft6 if that. He locked on and took me into it (hes always been very onward) but he just failed to take off. He tried to stop but was going too quick and just slammed into the fence. I got fired out the front door landing on my face/chest and winded myself (had forgotten how horrible that is!). Funnily enough this was also at the photographers fence, they arent available on line am afraid but I have seen them. Luckily fence was low enough for jezs head to hit the floor on the landing side and act as an anchor, otherwise Im sure he would have flipped over.
This was beginning of last month and I havent jumped since. At home he still feels to me a little like he is not wanting to go forwards. But I took him to a dressage comp 2 weeks ago and he felt amazing, just powering along and we got some lovely comments and 1st and 2nd in the open. Is that just adrenalin masking soreness?? Last week I took him to some grass gallops and again he felt awesome with no soreness the next day.
I guess I dont know where to go from here.
Is it a confidence issue?
Is it a pain issue?
Could the hocks have got worse and be causing him to compensate causing back pain??
Or should I have a break then start afresh?
Or should I give up while neither of us are permanently broken.
I am sorry its soooo long!! I will post some pics of our finer moments if I can figure out how to. Any advice at all is really welcomed.
So basically I have a 9yo 17h IDxTB and last month we hit rock bottom with me being catapulted into the ground face first.
Some background ..bought with intention of being fun all-rounder in 2004 as a just backed 4yo. 2006 did a bit of hunting, couple of unaff ODEs etc. He loves his XC! Hed always been a bit of a clumsy oaf (big sort), and wed had a couple of falls where hed lost his back end, once going far too fast indoor SJ round a bend and another on loose ground XC schooling, again on a bend (wasnt studded up).
2007 started eventing at intro. Did Borde Hill + Brightling, naff dressage/SJ as far too hyped up but clear XC and absolutely loving it.
And so began the veterinary investigations .after the collapse he wasnt lame but he wasnt right either. Physio and vet saw him. Physio said v sore back behind the saddle but wasnt overly concerned. Vet agreed he wasnt lame but wasnt happy either. On lunge he his head would be up with ears pointed back whereas normally he would lollop along in a relaxed frame.
I kept him in work on vets instruction and I can only describe it as a reluctance to push forwards. In no particular order he we tried bute test, he had a back x-ray, which confirmed some spinous process were close but vet was happy to rule out kissing spine. Around this time his saddle started slipping to one side so got that checked and adjusted by highly regarded saddler.
A few months down the line I was leading him and he lost his back end on the road and sat down behind. At this point vet advised not to ride and send him to Newmarket. My vets feeling was it was sacroiliac or possibly neurological. After one cancelled visit he went March 08. On first inspection he was pronounced sound, they kept him and worked him before bone scanning, which came back clear. They then nerve blocked and scanned his hocks which showed suspensory ligament changes. One of which was within the normal range, the other slightly above normal. He also had a second back x-ray which again ruled out KS.
Various options were discussed, rest was ruled out as it wasnt a new or serious injury. Shockwave was suggested, but as my vet explained the changes in his hocks were what you would expect to see in most horses, we didnt have the treatment.
Got him home and his behaviour under saddle worsened and he started to refuse to walk downhill. I wasnt happy with his saddle which was still slipping ever so slightly. I decided to get a new saddle and as he had lost a lot of weight at the vets I tried a wow saddle. He was a different horse overnight. Back to his old relaxed self. I felt wed reached a turning point. He muscled up, saddle was adjusted and all was well.
During 2008 I concentrated on working on our schooling and having lessons at show venues. We had 2 dressage comps where were placed 1st and 2nd with scores of 71% and 65% - much higher than wed ever got before.
However ..at a grid lesson at end of summer we tried a tiny bounce fence. He grunted, pulled up short and point black refused to jump anything after that. Cue visit from physio!! Physio said again v sore behind saddle. After usual light duties I got him going again .but disaster struck at xmas.
To cut another v long story short . I decided to take off his hinds with a view to trialling him without fronts if all went well. 6 weeks in and he somehow ripped both fronts off in the field taking most of his hoof with them and just to finish himself off stood on the toe clip with his barefoot hind rendering completely non weight bearing on one hind and lame on both fronts!! He had about 6 weeks off work and I decided to leave him BF to let his hooves recover and see how he went.
He coped well without the shoes and we started getting out and about spring 2009. I took him xc schooling, didnt notice any loss of traction and he was really loving it again.
May 09 we went to a hunter trial at chilham = more disaster! Got as far as fence 4, he hesitated, I got left behind, we got all out of shape but made it over!!!! Then about 4 strides after the fence he went A over T, just shot out from under me. We were going in a straight line and ground was dry, although he was a bit strung out. Cringy photos are here:
http://www.jgphotographer.co.uk/gallery/view_photo.php?set_albumName=090517Class3&id=090517_1379
Luckily neither of us hurt, but gutted and felt guilty for trying XC without shoes/studs. However I discussed with BF trimmer/Physio and both agreed he needed more time to adjust without shoes and to not give up just yet.
Got back out and about in the summer and took him to a combined training event, did nice test but at practice fence he decided to launch himself at least 4 foot over it nearly jumping me off in the process!! Popped a few more times in a more controlled manner before going in for SJ (2ft9). Got as far as 3 strides before fence 3 and he put the brakes on. Represented and jumped but couldnt get him near fence 4, he was having none of it. Retired and sure enough next day back was very sore behind saddle and right across his quarters. I can only assume his massive over jump at the practice fence pulled something??
I got him going again and after popping a few logs locally I took him on a sponsored ride for a bit of fun. Fun it wasnt. The first fence I attempted was a suspended log, 2ft6 if that. He locked on and took me into it (hes always been very onward) but he just failed to take off. He tried to stop but was going too quick and just slammed into the fence. I got fired out the front door landing on my face/chest and winded myself (had forgotten how horrible that is!). Funnily enough this was also at the photographers fence, they arent available on line am afraid but I have seen them. Luckily fence was low enough for jezs head to hit the floor on the landing side and act as an anchor, otherwise Im sure he would have flipped over.
This was beginning of last month and I havent jumped since. At home he still feels to me a little like he is not wanting to go forwards. But I took him to a dressage comp 2 weeks ago and he felt amazing, just powering along and we got some lovely comments and 1st and 2nd in the open. Is that just adrenalin masking soreness?? Last week I took him to some grass gallops and again he felt awesome with no soreness the next day.
I guess I dont know where to go from here.
Is it a confidence issue?
Is it a pain issue?
Could the hocks have got worse and be causing him to compensate causing back pain??
Or should I have a break then start afresh?
Or should I give up while neither of us are permanently broken.
I am sorry its soooo long!! I will post some pics of our finer moments if I can figure out how to. Any advice at all is really welcomed.