SkewbyTwo
Well-Known Member
Here is your problem...not your riding, not your horse. When my confidence has failed me, which it has at seemingly the oddest times, every time, it is to do with life outside, and nothing whatsoever to do with my (unchanged) ability to ride my horses. If life outside of your horses is not working, then stay on the ground and spend time with your equine friends, until you work it out and make it better. I, like you, forced myself back on and for me it was too early, my mind was in turmoil and just like you a quick video clip showed me an utter stranger on the back of my horse. I left it a while longer, attended to the other areas of my life which needed change and attention, then went back to it. Now there is no stopping me. Hugs xxxIts just causing so much friction... we arent rich, nor do I own my own land, so paying so much for something Im not 'doing' is not easily understood by non horsey husband. Im frustrated, so not a nice person to be around, and generally miserable!
If he says 'well, have you actually ridden today' I may lose it completely!!