spottydottypony
Well-Known Member
I lost my 9 yr old boy June 2012 to a fractured leg which totally devastated me. I had owned him from 9 months old he was beautiful. I'm just about getting over him passing when my old boy whose 36 yrs had a freak accident in the field two weeks ago and impaled himself on a fence rail. He survived for a week but was sadly PTS last Saturday 27 th. In the space of ten months i have lost my two beloved horses, my friends. I cannot cope at all, im like a zombie at the yard and in work. I have no appetite to eat and all i want to do is sleep. I cannot replace my boy, i mentally cant do it. I still have two ponies but the bond is not as strong even though i think the world of them. I know there is nothing i can do and time is a great healer but i just cant cope. How do you survive such pain and loss?