Michen
Well-Known Member
Your post on the wobblers FB page suddenly showed up in my timeline and I thought oh fk - you must be all over the place right now.
It does sound like he'll be ok non ridden but that in itself is hard to accept. You have an amazing bunch of vets on board and I hope they can help.
Is there a Tellington Touch therapist around? EPM / neuro is Linda Tellington's specialist subject.
I actually bought the book on that and am waiting for it to arrive in the post!!! I wonder if there's a therapist though that's a good idea, I'll look into it. Thank you.
I just feel a bit defeated really. With modern medicine there's so few things that we can't fix or manage in some way, but this is just out of my hands. I've wasted $6,000 dollars on EPM meds and now another few grand bill will be coming my way for emergency visit/steroids. He get's e stim accupuncture almost twice monthly, I honestly don't think I've had a month since october where my vet bill hasn't added at least another $1,000 dollars on average, not including the $1300 a month EPM meds.
I don't begrudge a penny (although the above sounds like it, but I don't, I'm just being realistic about the insane costs here), it's just so frustrating that there's a limit in what I can do for him. Thank goodness I am in a position to do it, I couldn't bear it if I had to PTS based on finances, I really couldn't. I have a friend with a horse who she's selling that desperately wants me to have it (horse is difficult/unusual but we get on really, really well), but I just cannot and will not take on a second horse because I want to be able to continue to do everything I can for Bog, and a second horse would make that very difficult financially.
If someone told me that another $50,000 would fix him, I'd go sell my truck and trailer tomorrow (which I need to do really anyway), move into a tent for a bit and do it. But it won't.
I also can't deny that in those five minutes of thinking this was the end, there was a tiny part of me that felt relief, closure. I know that's horrible but it would be clear cut- I would never or will not have him go through another "proper" episode like the initial onset.