ebonyallen
Well-Known Member
Some of you may remember me and Ebony with my disability and how well we were doing, well not so good now. Have been on the farm for 26 years and never had to deal with any thing like this. A new woman has come with her horses and we thought she was really nice and wanted to help me with Ebony and my new girl Dallas to go to shows etc. Well just before Christmas she started to say that she was finding my filing cabined draws open and the tack room door open, we are on very small farm only 3 of us here, because in the past we got to find out that she seems to make up all sorts of stories for no reason apart from attention. Weeks went on and again told this had happened then she says that her saddles and a bridle have gone missing out of a locked tack room and a few days later they turned up in the hay barn and I got accused of stealing her saddles, confronted her and she denied it.
She then plasters all over social media that her stuff has been stolen and everyone knows hardly anyone keeps their horses here, no sign of a brake in and she said the Police were involved and had finger printed everything, this was back in Dec still waiting to be spoken to as nothing to hide. Next thing she is telling everyone I have beaten her horses around the head and made then head shy, another lie. This does not seem a lot to you but its a daily thing that she rings people up and plasters vile hate over facebook and I have reached the point that I want to put my girls out on loan as think I am about to have a breakdown or worse, Have no one at home to talk to and cry myself to sleep most nights as I can not see an end to this.
Yard is owned by farmer old boy not interested just takes the money and does not want to know so have no support here, move I hear you say and I so want to but where we are not that many places and because of my stupid leg it has to be flat along with other things unlike most of you who could just pick up and move. This has impacted on how I feel about myself saying if was normal could just move but its not that easy for me. Have got my name on the only place really that we could go to but because I have two again not that simple. Dallas has my new young girl has been diagnosed with Lymphatic cancer and it is so hard at the moment really think I can not take much more of this sorry I just need to talk to someone as I think I am going mad. Went to bed last night and thought it would be so easy if just did not wake up in the morning and this is one vile person has done to me. Sorry to go on about nothing really just needed to get it out. My day to day life is a hard struggle and my girls keep me going but do not want to be there anymore.
Thank you for taking the time to read
She then plasters all over social media that her stuff has been stolen and everyone knows hardly anyone keeps their horses here, no sign of a brake in and she said the Police were involved and had finger printed everything, this was back in Dec still waiting to be spoken to as nothing to hide. Next thing she is telling everyone I have beaten her horses around the head and made then head shy, another lie. This does not seem a lot to you but its a daily thing that she rings people up and plasters vile hate over facebook and I have reached the point that I want to put my girls out on loan as think I am about to have a breakdown or worse, Have no one at home to talk to and cry myself to sleep most nights as I can not see an end to this.
Yard is owned by farmer old boy not interested just takes the money and does not want to know so have no support here, move I hear you say and I so want to but where we are not that many places and because of my stupid leg it has to be flat along with other things unlike most of you who could just pick up and move. This has impacted on how I feel about myself saying if was normal could just move but its not that easy for me. Have got my name on the only place really that we could go to but because I have two again not that simple. Dallas has my new young girl has been diagnosed with Lymphatic cancer and it is so hard at the moment really think I can not take much more of this sorry I just need to talk to someone as I think I am going mad. Went to bed last night and thought it would be so easy if just did not wake up in the morning and this is one vile person has done to me. Sorry to go on about nothing really just needed to get it out. My day to day life is a hard struggle and my girls keep me going but do not want to be there anymore.
Thank you for taking the time to read